October 14, 2008

all about Segamat

its been a while since i've been blogging bout things that really happen in my life now... here in segamat... this weekend i maybe will in KL cz my dad will be having my lil bro's birthday party.. but im still thinking of it.. even tough i hve bought the ticket for me to go bck.. before going bck to my home in KL... i still have some tings to settle first...
have u think about giving up life..?? i hve... bu not to the stage of killing myself.. but i have been thinking bout quiting everything now... but i cant... cz this is what i drean of.. n this is what i wanted... n im the want who want to wait for u aite..?? so this is all my own fault if anything does happen in the future.. i cant blame anyone if that shit really happen... i have to accept it no matter what it is... i have a dream of continuing my study on Dublin business school... i really want to my ACCA there.. but i cant afford it... maybe my mum n dad can afford it.. but i will have to think twice...cz i still have 1 lil bro n 1 lil sis... even tough we r from different mom.. but they are still my adik aite..?? im thinking of applying a scholarship.. but its not that easy aite...
i have so many test between this three weeks.. that is until next week.. i really still cant believe that degree will be this hard.. they have said to me that degree will be so much different from my diploma.. but i never thought that it will be this hard.. but as i say.. i have to face it.. this is what i have choose in my life.. i really need support from everyone now... especially u.. i really need u now...
-i really mish my Perak's friends.... *laila,nani,shaker,apip,touk,sleazy,naz,cot,erfan,lan.....everyone la....

1 comment:

na-ni said...

blk la kl..
sbb ak pon blk mggu ni..
ak interbiu kt s.alam..
ak pon rs cm nk g ke x interbiu tu..
tp ak rs..
bek g je..
kalau ad rezeki,ad la.