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actually there are so many things that i want to write...but i dont think that any of them is relevant...there are some things that we can share with others...but there are also some things that are just meant to be a secret...but i know 1 thing for sure..i can never hide anything from my besties SLEAZY...hahaha...ur so good man...but im so not ready for it yet...n i do really mean it..

sometime as im trying to be as secretive as i am now...im actually revealing more and more to them...i just cant hide what im feeling...doing all the things that i used to do before...doesnt make any different..i should be better..but im not that strong...i still need a friend that can understand my situation..not someone who criticize as much as they can...life can be that complicated man...u can only understand when it happen to u...and plz la...stop being so sarcastic....!!!

friends....im back to the old me...and im sorry for that...for them who doesnt like me to be the old me...