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my eye is getting better n better... skunk da xmerah da pn.. alhamdullilah.... hopefully it will stay like that la... hahaha... td br lepas 1 of my paper... dah lepas gak la 1 azab even tough it is jus my CTU paper... at least i feel a bit relieve.. haih... i have my BEL paper on saturday n QMT paper on tuesday... haih... more paper r coming up after this.. i really have to focus n focus n focus... no more play-play la elly.... haih... just after my paper td.. we all pegi check all the carry marks n i feel so dem sucks la kan... all the carrymarks sgt la x memberangsangkn.. haih.. how to get 3pointer pn xtau la... i really have to work extra n mean really EXTRA la... u can do it elly... what i really need now is the support from my family n friends... haih... now i wish i was in Ipoh.. blh la blk2 umah kn... haih... byk sgt mengeluhnye pn...

-nothing else to write. but i do really mish u much... really.....

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- i've heard this song for some time now... i've been singing this song like evrydy... n i feel like this song i really dedicated for you from me... i really mean it.. thank you for giving me this chance... thank you so much...

the worst thing that can happen....

thing jus cant get any worst aite.. sy sakit mata...!!!! nk final kot... shit la.... hope i will get better soon... td dah g clinic... n dah dpt ubat... hope will get bttr before my first paper..

the first final in Segamat...

it is my first time sitting for my final exam here in segamat... n things just cant get any worst than having this 'period' n the eye thing... when i woke up this morning in found out that my eye dah bengkak n sgt la merah... s**t....!!! i nk final kot... i sgt la memerlukan mata ini utk blajar dgn lebih senang n tenang.. n now i really not in a good mood utk stdy.. smlm da sgt la besemangat suh org kejutkn utk i stdy pg nie... ish... wat a day... but i have to be strong aite.. haih...

owh... for the past few day i have been the happiest person on planet earth... even tough for a moment... i feel a bit belonging... tq cz u have made me the most happiest person now... haih...

now i gave to stdy for my final... hey people... plz dont interrupt me k... i need my space n time now.... da~~

kenduri wing 3c SMK

- we had some mkn2 at our wing...kinda like party wing la..here some pic of that event...evryone is jus wearing bj tdo cz kitog jus buat dkt bilek wing capt je..hekhek...

all about Segamat

its been a while since i've been blogging bout things that really happen in my life now... here in segamat... this weekend i maybe will in KL cz my dad will be having my lil bro's birthday party.. but im still thinking of it.. even tough i hve bought the ticket for me to go bck.. before going bck to my home in KL... i still have some tings to settle first...
have u think about giving up life..?? i hve... bu not to the stage of killing myself.. but i have been thinking bout quiting everything now... but i cant... cz this is what i drean of.. n this is what i wanted... n im the want who want to wait for u aite..?? so this is all my own fault if anything does happen in the future.. i cant blame anyone if that shit really happen... i have to accept it no matter what it is... i have a dream of continuing my study on Dublin business school... i really want to my ACCA there.. but i cant afford it... maybe my mum n dad can afford it.. but i will have to think twice...cz i still have 1 lil bro n 1 lil sis... even tough we r from different mom.. but they are still my adik aite..?? im thinking of applying a scholarship.. but its not that easy aite...
i have so many test between this three weeks.. that is until next week.. i really still cant believe that degree will be this hard.. they have said to me that degree will be so much different from my diploma.. but i never thought that it will be this hard.. but as i say.. i have to face it.. this is what i have choose in my life.. i really need support from everyone now... especially u.. i really need u now...
-i really mish my Perak's friends.... *laila,nani,shaker,apip,touk,sleazy,naz,cot,erfan,lan.....everyone la....

McD

gurls day out...me zurry azy nisa ateen aisy....mkn2 at mcd n shopping at billion segamat...hahaha....

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i have called my papa n sis...n we decided i mean me n my sis decided that we'll meet in KL by next week..and eventually...next week we will be celebrating my lil bro birthday...haih bdk kecik yg still cant speak malay...susah betul...whenever we want to talk to him..we'll have to talk in english.. i know that it is good for him.. but takde la sampai tak blh ckp melayu terus kan... i know that he understands what we said to him..but dia saje je buat2 tk paham...haha...
here...i wanna say congrats to my bro cz u have found a job...!! yea~~~... know u can send me more money la abg... hahaha... he has been hunting for job for quite a while... kesian la die.. hahaha...
erm...raya for me has come to an end even tough it on been a week... im full n jam with assigment, test and work to be done...haih.... penat la...xpe... the sacrifices... i have to work so dem hard now cz the final is only in 3weeks time...can u believe that... its almost final la.... rasa mcm br je smpai Segamat nie... tau2 dah nk final dah pn....haih... byk btl la kau nie mengeluh kn....
if only u were here...n naem...u better dapatkn masscom dkt melaka...n u will be sgt la dekat dgnku...haha...so that i will have a friend that i can depend on..hahaha...
btw people...my duit raya is still not enough for me to buy the new phone la...plz bank in k...really need it..hahaha...
erm..the draft exam table dah keluar...here goes mine...!!!

• 30/10/2008 - CTU 553
• 1/11/2008 - BEL 462
• 4/11/2008 - QMT 429
• 11/11/2008 - PSA 420
• 13/11/2008 - BAB 401
• 15/11/2008 - FAR 400 <- paper yang akan membunuhku...!!!
• 17/11/2008 - MAF 410

there will be four days of study days before the final starts...gladly sy mmg tkde class on friday n my paper will only starts on the 2nd day of final weeks...haih...FINAL....!!!!!!!!

-missing-

elly yg sengal..!!!

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-apabila tgn ini tlh tergatal browsing bende2 yg xpatut...inilah yg tlh berlaku... sy tlh jatuh hati pada dua phone yg sgt la chumel ini...haih...abg ade ckp nk 1 of my phone..so...ade chance la beli phone br kn..but...if nk beli phone br...erm...kenela cancel my bday party for next year...hahaha...pk elly... pk pk....

busy busy busy...!!!

br je blk dr class....

minggu ni ade 2 test...

minggu dpn ade 2 test lg...

sabtu nie ade open house...

hati nk blk KL...

tp bz...

and ade test mlm khamis..

so kene blk jumaat pg if nk blk KL la kn...

hati mmg nk blk...

tp keadaan tak mengizinkn....

tp taktau lg mcm mane la kn....

hahahaha....

1st set of raya picha

will post other pic later....

buka puasa siblings...

me.mom.abg.akak.alan.me.u. - had a our own time of buka puasa...hikhik..abg mkn sgt la byk...hahaha...

before raya..

i tried the new skirt that i bought from blogspot...cz i hvnt try it yet cz they mail it to my home...so...here it is...but yg bwh skali tue gamba gdx kami berdua sblm keluar membeli-belah...hahaha...