HIM & him

what goes around really comes around right..??

i've taken him from her before...and now HIM has taken him from me...

i dont blame HIM and even him..i blame myself..for making my own mistake..

that is what got when i snatch him from her...

i do know her feelings at that time...but my ego has conquer myself...

hope that u'll get a happier life...i'm just ur nightmare..not ur dream...

sorry for everything that i've done...

and thank you for all love and support that u've given to me..

BaRam( Bazar Ramadhan)

just arrive from KL this evening at 430..sampai2 mama xde kt umah sbb mama n akak g giant to buy sum stuff la kononnye..which i only nmpk is toilet brush, sluar tdo ntah pape la lg...they love to do that which is going everywhere just to jln2 n then end up beli bende bkn2...hahaha..then the conversation starts here:

akak: ko nk beli kuih kt mane arinie..??

me: aku nk murtabak bulat..

akak: la...kene g GM la...(for not Ipoh-ian...greentoown mall)

me: huhuhu...ok! (but still bermalas2 dpn TV)..hahahahah...

akak: ko nk g x nie...nk g kene g cpt...jam la...

n me...acting kinda weird...ipoh dah ade jam tue

...hahaha...the around 5.30...2 sisters when to Baram who is at 1st going there just to but some kuih n murtabak bulat which u can only find in Ipoh...hihihi..but act...we end up with:

samosa = 3

murtabak = 2

cakoi = 6

tepung pelita = 3

agar2(milo n sarsi) = 6

air soya = 1

hahaha...see....thats why i dun go to bazar ramadhan kt ipoh...disbbkn im not spending my money...n act my aunt(makyang) bg duit sblm kami bergerak...i will spend on all the thgs that i feel like i want...hahaha...kalau kt segamat mmg kene berjimat cermat sbb jauh dr ibubapa...hahahaha...so nafsu tlh mengawal dri...hahahahah

dan the story act starts here...cakoi tue bkn dirancang utk dibeli...act mase tue akak nga beratur nk beli air soya...n kitorg nmpk mcm ramai gile org kumpul kt tmpt kitorg nk beli soya tue..hahaha..kami pn menyelidik la ttg ape yg diorg sume nk beli tue...nmpk la ade mamat 2 org nie...muda lg kot...nga wt cakoi n grg...sumpah mmg nmpk sdp gile kot..!!!maybe sbb die br goreng kot mase tue...n then aku cm terpaku sebentar tgk mamat 2org nie meguruskn cakoi diorg...yg beli nyer xde la ramai sgt...ade la dlm 5-6 org...which i think still biase...but lame seyh kene tnggu...after a while br la me n my sis dpt jwpn...kalau dah sorang beli smpai RM10 cakoi...mau xlame kene tnggu...ahahahaha...gile ah...after tgk org yg belinye ramai...n sorang beli sebyk itu...aku pn decide btau akak yg 'kite beli nk cakoi tu'..ahahaha...gile terpengaruh kot...hahahah...kitorg pn beli la RM2..ade la 15min tnggu cakoi tue siap...hahahha...

n act at the same time kt umah...i ask my mum to cook ikan terubuk...cz i love the fish so much...lg2 bln puasa nie....mengidam terubuk mengalahkan org mngandung..hahahaha....smlm sblm blk ipoh ag dah pesan kt mama suh beli...hahahah..

n mase blk dr Baram...mama mcm tekejut gile..ala...like mother like daughter la mama...cz mama pn if g Baram pn same je..sumenk dibelinyer...so i got the attitude frm u la mama...hahahah....slmt almost all the kuih habis...nie nk abehkn nt mase sahur...if larat lg la...cz im almost full...act dah full tp sbb......hahaha..so blh masuk lg la..hahahah...

here is some pic yg i sempat capture mase sedang dibuai melihat mamat2 nie wt cakoi...

some pic from the bazar...

cuti raya -15/09/09 till 27/09/09

cuti hari raya saya br sj bermula...!!!

ponteng class company secretary today...

n ponteng class public speaking tmrw...!!

hahahhaha...sorry to miss syuhada n miss rafeah...

just kami 1 umah perling super excited nk blk raya....ehehehe.... :-)

td pg klcc... spotted 1 skinny...huhuhu...tmrw going out for some shopping with him....

love it....

stabbed....!!!

how can some one be so cruel and sincere at the same time..

it seems so hard to believe but that is the thing...

maybe the person around u arent there because they want to..

but cz the have to..

i still can cope with the hypocrite..

till today....but tomorrow...

im not sure whether i still can stands here...

in this same situation and in this same position...

i've been back stabbed before..

so i know the signals....

so..if there is anything that u want to say...

just speaks out...protesting and back talking wont settle things up..

opinion

td sempat lg berbincang dgn seorg tmn tentang apa yg nk ditulis dlm blog...kdg2 cerita bout evryday life pn bosan gak kan...but that is what blog is all about..to write bout urself n to express u toughts and feelings...

tmrw i maybe going to melaka to watch final destination...no matter what people says about the movie i still wanna watch it..hhahaha...mir maybe coming from KL after he finish work...biasa la...da bf keje on saturday kn...nie la nasib...tp kesian la kt die...nk kene blk kl blk after we finish the movie...but that is the sacrifices yg die kene wat kn..uhukhuk..

what happen this week ea...blk segamat on monday bcz monday cuti independent day...after that sgt penat cz actualy dr ipoh that day...tuesday lorning ade quiz which i dont read anythg at all...bcz blk umah kan...confirm la bejln je kan..ahahaha...then on wednesday ade class public speaking...but then at this one part of her lecture...die tetibe temasuk bab lelaki...ade the one sentence yg i still remember till today is

"kepala hotak kau"

die leh kuar ayat tue pas die ckp yg lelaki pttnye xleh pakai duit wife family life...it is stated in the Quran that lelaki is the head of the family and it is their responsibility...then she also said that...if the husband said that the duty of a husband can be shifted to the wife...then why dun we also shifted the wife responsibility of carrying the baby in the womb...u guys just have to knw how hard it is to carry a baby in our womb for 9month...ntah la...maybe ade kebenaran dlm kata2 lec aku tue...but sume tue pendapat die...maybe kita ade pendapat kita sendiri...sume org akn ade pendapat sendiri...