January 16, 2009

update..

it has been so long.. i dunno why i dun have the mood to update my blog lately.. haih.. really miss blogging.. cz sometimes.. blogging make me feel a bit relief.... i feel like i have someone to tell about how i feel actually...
Segamat - there is nothing much happening here in Segamat actually... went to class.. blk clas... as ususal... just that i have to take a bus to go to class.. a bit exhausted then.. haha.. ok la.. everythg went well la kot...as the exco of our student association... saya agak la bz kot.. haih.. tue la... dl gatal sgt nk jadi ketua projek.. pdn muka ko elly.. haha.. im just hoping that my project will went well... cz we are facing so many problem now... and 1 of them is that my damm proposal still x lulus lg and that project is on 25-26 january.. and yes people... this coming week.. sucks la uitm nie.. nk wt activity utk student kot.. bknnye kitorg nk g enjoy2 ke ape.. xpaham tue la aku nhn system uitm nie.. pening2....

Relationship - as usual..but.. i realize that we kinda kuat gaduh sekarang.. maybe cz i never change.. maybe tue yg dia rs dr dl but only just nw he cal spell it out to me.. ntah la.. i feel like.. its hard to understang him now.. and maybe even hard to understand may own self.. ntah..!! maybe im the only one that kept thinking bout this like this is the greatest burden in my life..or maybe actually this long-distance relationship just doesnt work for us.. or maybe just me.. haih.. xtau la... i really want this relationship to work.. i really love u la syg... hukhuk.. sorry if i have been the stupidest gurl that u have ever met.. haih....

Study - maybe ok maybe not.. all the lecturers are ok la..except for both of my marketing lec.. diorg cm segal2 sikit... diorg still ajar topic 1 when we r now in 4th week.. serious takut la... haih... erm.. this semester almost all of my lec have their own trademark.. haha.. they have their own style and words that they will always use.. like mr iftikhar... he will always refer to "particular thing" until me myself dont now what is he referring to.. haha.. haih..

maybe nie jela dl update yg ade... i will try to update my blog regularly from now on.. ok..??