Suhaili Hadi

Moving

2011-11-17T04:38:00.007+08:00

new home.

New Blog

Do follow.

empty

2011-11-08T05:40:00.000+08:00

Never thought that I can be this empty. I'm so lost. I've nothing to be blog. But there are so many things happening. But I can't blog. God!

Penakut

2011-11-01T00:33:00.000+08:00

Karut lagi mencarut

2011-10-29T10:04:00.000+08:00

Agak lama tiada mencoret sebarang coretan di blog ini.
Kurang imaginasi dan idea.
atau mungkin kerana ku tahu aku tidak lg gemar untuk menaip.
untuk menulis coretan-coretan yang hanya omong kosong.

haih..i loveto blog when either i'm so happy or either i'm so sad or super stress.. susah la..lagi2 berada di bumi org yg kau xtau ape sbenanyer yg ptt kau lakukan..alangkah indahnyer kalau skrg nie aku kt either Ipoh or Setiawangsa which I know i'm only one drive away from everyone..blh ke subang or s.alam or kemane2 jela yg ade tmpt utk mengadu..bkn xde tmpt mgadu atau kwn2 disini..tp..ade bende yg susah nk di ceritakan kpd mereka yg tdk tahu pucuk pangkal cerita ini..atau lebih tepat, mereka yg xkenal elly yg dl...elly yg byk mnyusahkan dan juga mnyakitkan dl...

sbenanyer aku sndiri xpasti ade ke org yg mnbaca carutan dan karutanku ini..dah la merepek..xber-ilmiah lansung...bahasa lintang pukang lak tue...huhuhu...

so what had happen till today...nothing much la..selain class, rumah port and internet yg br masuk..aku xrase aku ade coretan menarik utk di kongsi..tp yg pasti..aku rindu hujan batu di negeri ku...rindu...

Gloucester

2011-10-24T22:28:00.001+08:00

so last week we went to a cathedral in Gloucester cz they say that the cathedral was used for HP filming..and the best thing is that we didnt find any notice board or anything saying bout HP..hahah...but the cathedral was so beautiful..mmg cantik la..ade la nmpk sikit2 mcm dlm HP...so kire ok la..the view was nice especially from the tower...sumpah cantik...we can actually see almost all part of Gloucester from up there..seriously nice..severals photo..credit to Is as die yg bwk dslr and rajin melayan the girls nk begamba..heee...

so...life kat sini da ok...but bfre nie pn ok je...huhuhu....

Tomorrow!

2011-10-24T06:57:00.001+08:00

It has been quite some time since I last post a blog. Usually at least once a week. Will try to make a full update tmrw bout this week actvty. See ya!

Kucar-kacir

2011-10-22T07:59:00.000+08:00

Satu kesalahan, seribu kemungkinan.

Semakin semak, semakin jauh.

Hati gundah.

kesudahan

2011-10-14T02:18:00.000+08:00

akhirnya berkesudahan jugak drama 'nuked' blackberry ku dan juga the network failure...nasib baik sume dpt settle..alhamdulillah..sayang..mummy janji xkn marah kalau ade network failure lg k..hopefully xdela lg.. 3 hari tanpa BIS mmg sgt mnyusahkan....sume bende pn xblh buat....n akibat dr aku duk restart phone berjuta2 kali..hp pn mngeluarkan error bernama JVM Error 517..so..kepada sesiapa yg ter-encounter that kinda error blh la refer link nie :

http://crackberry.com/blackberry-101-lecture-12-how-reload-operating-system-nuked-blackberry

cuma mungkin kene sabar sikit...n jgn lupe delete vendor kt apploader tue..n ikut btl2 instruction die...mmg blh jadi but just memerlukan kesabaran..n satu lg lesson to be learn ialah jgn lupa backup phone...please back-up...hahaha..i've learn from my mistake..

and please RIM...please la jgn ade network failure lg..menurut RIM sume da ok...hopefully...

i love u 9900..main2 je mase ckp pasal 4s tue...i dun mean it..

Unbelievable, Papa John's set meals at RM9.90 and Free drinks at Capriciossa!

2011-10-13T20:03:00.000+08:00

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Failure

2011-10-13T07:08:00.000+08:00

perfect timing I can say.. the network failure around europe is just perfect for me.. gile lah! never in my bb life rase mcm i dun need to carry my phone anywhere.. n yes! i life feel so sucks! thanks to me.. i also 'Nuked' my beloved bb..bengang pasal network failure buat aku rs mcm nk duk restart je phone n end up phone sendiri corrupted.. lesson to be learned elly!
and now i'm currently trying to re-install or reload my os..please say that this will work..i need my bb so much and i dun wanna sent my phone to any stores..i dun believe them accept for popmyberry...n i do believe that i'll be losing all my phone num n i guess everythg inside my bb but i dun care..i just need my phone bak..eventho i actually do need eveythg but at this stage all i really care is my phone to be back to normal..everyone can give me their phone num back..n all the pics are in my mmc..maybe just some notes and bbm? urgh!! i didnt backup this phone..never! but mcm mane nk guna that blackberry protect ea?? hurmmm...i need arif salleh at this point...nt la..bg reload os dl than we can figure things out from thre..yg penting is for my os to reload first! pls la blh dwload as sygku...i really need u!

12 months of love.

2011-10-10T03:34:00.003+08:00

1230am
I never thought I can have it all. But I guess I'm the luckiest person, the luckiest gf. I don't only have such a great lover, but also the greatest bestfriend. U are the best shopping partner, the greatest listener, the one I can turn too no matter what. We can go through all this syg. The only thing that can stop us is ourself. I believe we can survive. I hope u believe in the same thing too syg. I love u more than ever. I really wish I can be there to celebrate our first anniversary. I love u so much RS. Miss u my munchies.

950pm
We come all the way from friend to lover. I still remember how hard it is for u to ask me out back then, even just to accompany to buy some food. Still remember how nervous and excited I am to finally meet u even though I’m the one who always rejected all your invitation. I miss all those great moments together. How we always have our quick date. How either one of us will try to find any excuse to be together. Miss all those lil moments that we spend together, our quick date, eating in front of 7E, movie marathon, everything! Really hope we can re-create our moments together. Remind our self why we fall in love in the first place.
Still fresh in my memories how embarrassed I am when I realize that I snore in ur car that night. Hahaha. That was so embarrassing! But what I remembered the most is the night when we spend our time together to walk along the beach. We talk and talk about almost everything. Just wish i can have one more chance to do it again, with u by my side of course. Wish I can write all of our greatest moments here. But I can’t! I’m already crying while typing this post. I miss u like hell my man!
This post is about the memories and the remembrance of them. I just want u to know that I cherish each and every moments that we had together. All the lil arguments. All the crappy talk. All of them. I just miss u sayang. Gonna say this again and again but I do feel like the luckiest person or gf I should say. To have u by my side all these days were just amazing. Sorry I can’t be there by ur side today. To celebrate our first anniversary. But u know how much I want to be there right? But this sacrifices that I made is not only for me, but for the both of us. For u and for me.

*sape xsuka jgn baca. xsuruh bc pn*

Berfikir

2011-10-08T01:49:00.000+08:00

Mungkin aku dah kene cr tmpt meluahkan perasaan lain. Twitter sudah mula rasa sempit.

Will update more detail tomorrow. *kisshug*

Terkenang

2011-09-30T02:03:00.000+08:00

Dikala post ini sdg direka, aku br sedar yg lg 10hari kami bakal mnyambut ulangtahun perkenalan kami. I'll be waiting for that moment, to express all my feelings towards him. Aku akn amek masa 10hari utk create post utk ulangtahun yg pertama. Insyaallah.

Current Addiction

2011-09-29T06:44:00.002+08:00

Sometimes it lasts in love, but sometimes it hurts instead.

We're ten thousand miles apart

Warm!

2011-09-29T02:54:00.002+08:00

2nd week here! suddenly today panas! like msia! hahaha..they say it is suppose to be like this..mmg akan ade seminggu panas di musim luruh! they call it 'the indian warm'...something like that la...so they say minggu nie it will be like 25degree la..so it's still ok kot...ngade gile kalau xthn..hihihi...dah puas da seminggu sejuk so ok la kalau panas sikit...and the lecturers da start to remind us about the winter..they say it was a bad bad winter last year...so we better prepared ourself for the worst! so kene la beli extra winter cloth and habiskan mase dgn study n assgmnt jela..hopefully..

talking bout asggmnt...so class 2hari je skali..tuesday n wednesday...i guess this is master's students life..full with assgmnt n not excitement! hahaha...tp akn still try utilize my time to visit nearby places...dgr ade tmpt diorg shoot HP kt Gloucester...its like 20mins dr sini..so kene la tgk kan..kalau x rugi la kan?? hahahaha...so this coming dec rasenyer mcm nk amek 2 ACCA paper...maybe amek P1 n P3..try la...all base on luck kan?? hahaha...

so...makan ok...kwn ok..maybe kene lebarkan sikit networking...hurmmm..lain2...ok kot...by next month da ade proper internet la kot... try la...huhuhu...i miss my mum..that's for sure..kesian mama still struggling nk pakai bb.. communication channel with others pn ok..selamat la skrg nie mcm2 ade..bbm la..whatsapp la..skype...everythg la..sume mnyenangkan... yg mnyusahkan hanyalah time different...hahaha..mcm skrg! msia kul 3am n kt sini 8pm..hahahaha..org msia bgn nk subuh aku br nk tdo...cool!

enough of me! miss u msia! miss my family, friends, sayang n everyone!

Cheltenham

2011-09-23T02:45:00.002+08:00

this post gonna be like my first post here in Cheltenham n actually i haven't been writing that much..i actually didn't even remember when is the last time i actually post a blog.. so...

1. i've been here for a week and the first thing that im going to talk about is the weather.. it is my first time here and i have to say im still not used to the weather.. gile sejuk kot..i actually an personally think that the autumn here in uk is actually quite similar to winter in aussie..gile sejuk siot...sy anak msia..mane thn.. n really appriciate when the sun is up! hahaha..mcm org xpenah jumpe matahari..hahaha...

2. im quite surprised that u actually can understand what these people are talking about! i actually doubt myself when i come to understand what they are actually trying to say..but surprisingly...i can! maybe just some of them talk with quite an acsent.. im thankful for that..but when it comes to salesman or promoter, i really need to use 'pardon me'...sumpah kdg2 diorg ckp sgt laju n sgt pekat!

3. im homesick! if only i can bring my family, my friends, my yayang...urghh..everyone! xrindu mknn msia sgt cz i can actually cook msian food but i miss them! dgn rumah xde internet lg..sumpah blh gile..im just lucky that most of them ade either bbm ot whatsapp...that helps a lot man! kalau x mmg mati keje nk topup je sbb nk msg yg tersyg! wah!

4. im do think that im actually getting fatter n not skinnier as it should be..this kinda weather makes me wanna eat n munch n eat almost every second! sejuk2 nie la sedap mkn mcm2..hahaha...konon!

gonna update more later bile rumah da ade internet..muahx!

Bad Joke ELLY!

2010-11-06T01:19:00.002+08:00

i need to keep my mouth shut or think more carefully and a bit detail before i spill out things that im about to say... or i will end up making a bad joke... ur sucks elly!

so many things happen in my life recently so 1 by 1 k!

1. it is final season people! sgt tense ok...everyday i can feel the tense in the air! OMG! dah la final sem..so sgt nk kn result yg sgt cemerlang...so study la mcm org gila..but end up final still hampeh! so bttr study biase2 je..so 3 papers down and 2 more to go! so audit and accounting system<>

2. im so on gossip girl fever! haha...every monday night i'll be like so superly excited to download new episode.. and every thursday or friday i'll be like youtube-ing to search for the preview for next episode.. so on next episode...chuck will be f**king handsome! cute! all compliment will go to chuck! u go boy/man!!!

3. ok! im on the love planet.. yes i know where this love signs origin from but i dunno why do i feel so...flying! yup! totally in love and my every second is devoted to him! but i have to keep myself in reality...no fantasy elly! (quoted from him) and the upmost important thing now is to keep myself busy...cz if not..i'll be bugging him with my 'mengada' n sarcastic act.. pity him have to layan this so calld little girl! hihi... but i always end up hurting.. i really REALLY dont meant what ive said earlier but i cant take back my stupid words right?? all i can say now is sorry... and im not proud of it..it is not something to be proud of.. im never proud for who i am..

4. im on speed date! (or quick date?) every single day without miss! unless he has somethings up or he has a paper tmrw, we will be having our so call speed date..nie sume jd bile die melyn perangai aku yg nk jumpe everyday even for 5mins! hihi..thx syg.. and bjy and bhr has really help us for this..hihihi..

5. so many plans ahead! i have my endau rompin trip, my siblings reception, my agrotek trip with BR, and last but not least the event that me n my hsemate has been waiting for, our BALI trip! cant wait for all trip! yeay! pokai pokai!!!! hahaha..

ps: not everybody know who is him and i like to keep it this way.. for now at least... Love u RS!

...

2010-10-31T03:01:00.002+08:00

i will try to make this one turn out to be the greatest among all..

no more selfish and self-centered elly..

unsorted mind!

2010-10-21T18:05:00.002+08:00

i have been expressing myself in twitter lately and lupa that i have a blog...mmg ade rs nk tulis blog but malas cause i know i will have to write a long entry cz name pn blog kn..not like twitter... i can express what am i feeling at that particular moment...

i has been such a depressing week for me...1st since final is just around the corner..lg brape hari je da nk start my 1st paper..huhuhu....study ntah ke mane2 ntah...2nd cz ive been been through a rough weekend...shundt have done that...but things happen..hate myself cause of that....

but now...i have another unsorted mind..why do i feel that things have not turn to be as it was before...i do feel like he's been avoiding me...is it?? or is it just me that feels that way..are we back to normal or are we not...is there any wall or space since that incident?? urgh! i hate this feelings...

sick!

2010-09-16T01:17:00.002+08:00

tibe-tibe rasa sakit sangat...

nape ek???

crystal!

2010-09-07T02:24:00.000+08:00

I feel so...............

Lonely..........

Alone.......

Unhappy....

to conclude all that...i feel like crying now...rite at this moment...maybe i need to let go this feelings for real..no more u..no more us...sorry but im blocking u...i hv to get rid of u...maybe i should take the risk...to fell in love again...im doing this for ur own good...n for me too...shit! there goes the crystal water..thx again!

2 weeks challenge!

2010-09-03T01:30:00.000+08:00

im IPOH already!!!

wwwooohhoooo!!!

super excited to be in Ipoh already!

cant wait for raya even tho i'll be celebrating raya only with my mum this year...my bro gonna celebrate raya working AGAIN this year.. n my sister gonna celebrate raya at her in law house..but she said she's gonna be in Teluk Intan by 1st syawal...haih..boring~

owh..i've accepted the 2 weeks challenge..hope that i can do it! u can elly!!! owh..after stalking A page..i think it is time for me to move on..i shudnt feel guilty whenever im goin out with R since im actually single...why dun i realize that im single??? yup...what all my friends have been telling me all this while is damn true..but i dunno y.. y must i feel guilty whenever that im going out with R.. get over him elly...he dun worth any of ur tears...

*still thinking on how to go thru this 2 weeks challenge*

counting

2010-09-02T00:36:00.000+08:00

It has been 4 weeks since we last talk nicely..I don't realize that!
Hope ur happy with this..hope they are happy with this..

Nw I'm just hoping the best for me.. Hopefully...

MISS!

2010-08-29T11:34:00.002+08:00

watching KAMI just now make me miss going to gigs..owh lame nyer xpegi...haiha...this couple of months, since i start my practical... gigs is no longer in my list...i've move to a more relax event..jazz bar....showcase....xde la pack sgt mcm gigs kn..but i really miss going to gigs tho...

yesterday's test was ok la...blh la jwb...at least i wrote smthg rather than just an empty answer script...hahahha..owh..btw guys...tmrw night pls watch 8tv..mane la tau nmpk muka i...cz they gonna show the FT showcase..the one in HRC..heee....haih...now i miss staying in kl lak...miss how i can jus fling around to showcases, show, jazz bars...owh....bestnyer......

fly away

2010-08-26T21:15:00.002+08:00

what if i try to make u hate me?? will that works??

the easiest way to make u really leave is through hate right...

i don't want u to depart...but sooner or later..i will have to let u fly away...

so before u say goodbye..maybe it's better for me leave first..

goodbye is just another mean word for me..sorry...

Go Away!

2010-08-25T20:15:00.004+08:00

at first i tot this new life of mine gonna make any different..but this situation even hurt me deeper n deeper..i cant take this anymore..need to stop think bout u...need to stop texting need to stop looking at ur page...need to stop everything about u..

please go..or im gonna hurt even worst...u just gonna make me cry again...

almost FRIDAY!

2010-08-19T23:40:00.002+08:00

its almost friday n im super happy...eventough it is actually kinda waste of time..im still happy to back home..IPOH!!! heeee...dpt gak berbuka puasa ngn mama eventho sehari je..xpe..at least dpt gak blk ipoh..miss my bed already!!!

tdy 1 class was cancel..so dpt la tdo ptg kejap...n for next week..im gonna be busy like hell..so many test...and i think there is also assgmnt that has to be submit by next wekk..ntah la..xigt pn..hahahah

owh..im happy to see u happy..now my days are flooded with stupid break-up songs..hahaha...chao..ttyl!

xoxo

Reduce!

2010-08-18T01:22:00.003+08:00

today i only have 2 class...2-4 & 4-6...
caught sleeping in my 2-4 class...just perfect...luckily my lecturer understands!
urm..and wud a boring and lemau night for me today...so not productive...didnt help my housemates to finish up our assignment...sorry girls...so lemau tdy....nobody text me up or even via instant messages! OMG! my nite is just so perfect! BORING~

p/s : manage to reduce my craving to bbm...so im getting better i guess...hopefully!

xoxo

The Wreckers - Leave The Pieces

2010-08-16T22:43:00.000+08:00

Monday!

2010-08-16T22:10:00.002+08:00

hey there..

im blogging regularly now..hihihi..so wud happen today...

have classes from 8 till 4...had some controversy happen in the 8-10 class...

urm..10-12 class... my lecturer reschedule the test from 24th to 23rd august which is one day earlier...

and the 2-4 class...as usual we love the lecturer even tho he has the attitude that...not so..good..hahahha...

so about the test...haih the problem is that im goin back to ipoh this weekend and for sure im gonna be back here in segamat by sunday and the test is on monday...wth!! will i have the time to study..blk ipoh kot..nk kene shopping raya! hhihihi...

xoxo

regular

2010-08-16T00:26:00.002+08:00

im having a tot of becoming a regular blogger again...but im not sure whether i'll have the time to blog as regular as i use to be...but since there was no more him...so maybe i will have the time..

owh..it was tough for me..n this sem...i guess..maybe all paper will kill me indefinitely...OMG...im gonna die!! die die die elly!!

Happy Ramadhan!!!

2010-08-11T13:34:00.002+08:00

it has been quite sometime...i dunno why i dun blog anymore... n i dunno y i blog again today..ok...tdy is 1st day of ramadhan..a month full of cherish-able benefit...hope that i can go through this month happily in Segamat...

FRIEND.. to love or to hate?

2010-05-24T17:22:00.004+08:00

hey there....

sometime we cant satisfied every each details of what our heart screams rite...

we also cant satisfied others too...

before we even start to point our lil fingers to other..

it is better for us to check ourself first..what went wrong??

hello...i cant be torn into 2 ok??

maybe i dont have enough time to satisfied every single details that u want me too...

kadang2 kn...aku pelik..nape ko xleh nk call aku...then ko expect aku call ko..ajak ko kuar n everythg...

ape slhnyer kalau ko call or msg aku dl?? ape slh aku dah wt kt ko yg smpai ko dah xblh nk call aku?

then ko expect aku sanjung ko abeh tinggi sgt..g jumpe ko slalu..mcm tue?? hello!! fb ade..ko xpenah lk nk PM aku kt fb ke ape kn??

then ko blh ckp ape..aku lupekn ko la..aku xigt kwn la..wud is that..

wud hv u done lately mcm kite nie br kenal for few weeks je kn..we hv knwn each other for years la!

OMG!! I JUST CANT BELIEVE THIS KINDA PERSON!!

seriously i cant satisfied evryone..aku ade gak kwn2 lain..aku ade gak family...

bg la aku ruang n mase utk aku separate kn ms aku utk sume org..

urgh!!!

and plz dun put up all the statement without even thinking bout the consequences..

bali bali bali

2010-05-20T19:13:00.001+08:00

instead of working...im cracking my head over hotel that i should book for our bali trip..urgh..wanna plan the best trip for the gurls...since this gonna be our last vacation together...so anyone that heve been to bali..plz let me know the best and cheapest hotel in bali..near the beach..and also safe..since we are all girls!

2nd last day..

2010-05-06T15:42:00.002+08:00

dgn happy nyer tdy is the 2nd last day aku akn 'menginap' di shah alam nie...sigh...that is the relieve sigh actually...dah boring kot keje kt client yg nie..huhuhu...so glad that i've been assigned to go for another job...huhhu...

and the best part for tdy...i found several pic that made me jus wnna kill someone...u r so a dead meat by now...urgh!

FB, CALL or MSG??

2010-05-05T15:20:00.002+08:00

kalau dah i cant contact u thru FB, call or msg...

aku nk contact ko cmne lg???

i dun hv time to meet u...so social networking jela yg senang..

tp kalau da itu pn susa???

so mcm mane???!!

BATU!

2010-05-04T16:01:00.001+08:00

hatiku sekeras batu.

egoku sebesar lautan

conclusion =menangis sendirian

twitter

2010-05-04T12:49:00.000+08:00

~follow me on twitter~

suhailihadi@gmail.com

...

2010-05-03T17:04:00.002+08:00

.....just go.....

owh...from now on..all updates will be blog..

no longer in FB..cz FB hasbeen shutdown...temporarily i guess...da~

once in a blue moon!

2010-05-03T13:03:00.002+08:00

it has been so long since i updated my blog...dah lupe pn actually that i have a blog.. i can't blog since i know all my moves has been watched.. i dont blame all the people that has been reporting all can i call 'semak' about my blog..my blog bkn private pn...it is meant for public purpose...it is wud my heart screaming pn...

nyway all this while..i have been doin a lot of thgs actually..ape yg akn dicerita kn ini xikut sequence pn..main type je yg mane igt....

1. Karoke(celebrating zurry's bday!) click here to watch the pic!

2. Hot air balloon! (Gamba2!)

3. F1 (just several pic during the race)

4. And lots and LOTS of wedding!

besides all the events... i have been asked to makeup my mind about UK..at first i was the one who is superly eager to stdy thre... but after sometimes...my thought of goin there have changed...not that i dun wanna go...but i want to stay there...yes..it is for REAL...running away from all this thingy is just gonna make me feel better...kawen jela ngn mat salleh kn...abeh cite...weeee...!!!!

gonna be updating this blog again..LATER!

Ingorance

2010-01-29T17:54:00.003+08:00

IGNORANCE SUCKS!

1...2...3...

2010-01-22T23:01:00.001+08:00

first- now everyone has to be extra careful on what they are writing something in their FB...its a public place la wei...of course u have to be extra careful...

second- now work is like hell i guess....so many things to do...as now is the peak period for the auditor i guess...whatever la kn..like i care...still have to do all my work whether i like it or not...but im loving it i guess....maybe im good at working under pressure...but im not sure people around me will like or not...cz now i will not be having that much time as before to spend with them...no more shisha n lepakin i guess...but can je kot...i can segregate my time for time..just make a date with me k??

third- u know what i hate the most...people making promises n not sticking with it...dont bother to make proomise if u cant keep la..i dont mind if it is just words...but promise...u better know how to keep it if ur making promise with me....

later~

after 2 month!

2010-01-17T10:56:00.002+08:00

it has been around 2 month since i kinda like stop blogging...things have been so hectic and busy...the new semester in UiTM has just open up for a new season...and for us the 7th semester student of Uitm Segamat BACC student...this new semester means...WORKING! n working life n not so cool for everyone i guess...

but my working experience...i can say kinda cool...maybe im lucky to ha a senior that take care of me a lot..n also maybe i have a supervisor that is no so fussy i can say...huhuh...but cant tell much cz its on a month! anything can happen in the next 5months..hihihi...just have to wait n see....but working at GT...as a trainee specifically...is kinda cool...ill suggest GT to my junior i guess???

time has passed by n it has been 4 months..such month has gone n so many things has happen..but i handle it with care n without hurting anyone i guess...i can satisfied evry single heart i guess...evryone keep on saying that i have think of wud my heart is screaming...but i dunno...wud im doin now is satisfying every single heart...evryone that is important in mylife...eventough in know that i will die for this one day...

surprisingly...i can say that i miss segamat...miss the hangout that we always have...miss the class n not goin back to home late...haih..n maybe i miss burger segamat! hahahahha...after this just another 5 month working n 4month n then..bye degree...insyaallah...haih...worried!

will post as much as i can after this... da~

soon!

2010-01-16T16:41:00.000+08:00

will be updating this blog with bunch of new stories!

plz wait k!

464.5KM / 6 hours

2009-11-14T23:13:00.005+08:00

sesuai dgn title blog nie...tulah nombor yg aku harungi smlm.... perjlnn terus dr segamat ke ipoh mgambil 464.5 kn..(megikut meter kete aku..)sgt memenatkn...

cerita perjlnn bermula dr umah no 15,jln perling 4,tmn perling....

aku janji dgn sam nk bertolak kul 1030 pg..around 700pg aku tejaga sbb nisa nga besiap2 nk bfast ngn sam...tp aku biakn je sbb mmg aku dah tau pasal plan diorg nk ke kmpg jawa utk bfast besama2...bia jela kn...lgpn mase roomate aku lg sorang...si zurry tue...still tdo lg...uhukhuk...so aku pn ttp la mate ku kembali...lena lah aku dibuai mimpi kembali...then around kul 845 if im not mistaken...zurry lk bgn nk g mandi...n aku pn tejage la..wlpn still penat...cz mlm tue xleh tdo..aku kuatkn dri aku...dah la aku dah janji ngn sam kul 1030...brg still ade lg yg xkemas nie kot..hahahahha....aku pn bgn lka...dgr2 cm nisa xblk lg...so kirenyer aku blm lmbt lg la..hhihihih...then aku pn g la mandi..ngan mamai2 nieh..tabahkn jela ati ko elly..hihihi..then kuar je dr toilet...akupn dgr la suare nisa bckp2 ngn zurry n azy kot kt bwh...then aku pn tny...nasik lemak dah blk ke..?? the mean is that nisa dah bwk blk nasi lemak yg aku mintak sam blanje mlm td...utk bfast kami dak2 umah perling yg xde sape nk ajak g kuar bfast..hahahahaha....gile sdh ayat tue...then aku pn megemasla sia2 brg aku yg still unpacked lg..abeh packing sume almost 1015..then gotta call him cz he sounded my merajuk je...br xcall pg tue kot..hihihi...then lps call..mkn la aku nasik lemak yg sam blanje...owh..dan disini...saya mngucapkn terima kaseh kepada samsul ariffin yg tlh blaje kami umah perling nasi lemak kmpg jawa..yeay!...lps dr tue...msk kn brg dlm kete...dan pd waktu itu...jam menunjukkn kul 11pg...maafkn aku sam!! hahahahah...

kemudian kami meneruskn perjlnn kami..perhentian pertama kami adalah ke rumah pulus-tejo-banad-labu...hihihi....lps sam dah slm2 ngn pulus n labu...n fyi...labu super sexy pg tue..hahahahahha...kami pn meneruskn perjlnn kami...dan kamitlh mmbuat persinggahan yg ke2...iaitu...ke umah ika!!!! kt sane..kitorg jumpe ika dila n bobo...1st time jumpe bobo tue...hihihih...excited lk kn..slps bergamba beberapa keping..hahaha...aku n sam meneruskn perjlnn lg...haih...

kali nie xde lg persinggahan yg dkt dah...kitorg meneruskn pejlnn sampai la ke R&R seremban...kitorg benti pn sbb nk mkn tghari...slmt la ade parking kt R&R tue...u knw seremban kn..sntise full....

then kami pn meneruskn perjlnn lg...smpai la ke tj malim...benti sbb tukar driver...sam dah ngantok...n sebenarnyr...ianya adalah kejadian yg pelik bile sam nk drve...jauh lk tue...hahahah...dr segmat smpai tj malim tue...SYABAS ABG SAM!!!

then kami menerukn pejlnn lg...n aku rs...dr kuar je R&R tj malim tue..smpai la ke persimpangan Bidor...sam tdo...n keadaan sam tdo...bg sesiapa yg mengetahui pasal gamba kite blk dr desaru tue,...mcm tue la rupa si sam...aku nk tgkp gamba...tp aku drve kn...n xelok mgaibkn kwn sendiri...hihih..wlpn hati aku kuat je nk tgkp gamba si sam tue mase tue...huahua....

n our last stop is at tapah...aku tibe2 terigin lk nk mkn jambu kt R&R tapah tue..huhuhuh....kami pn berenti la..n sam blanje aku 2packs of jambu air...sdp kot~

then sampai la kami di Tapah..the place where i hv to drop sam off dush my car...hahahaha....n spt biase...akak sam wt lawak lg..hihihi...bertolak dr umah lps kami dah smpai kt tapah..hahahaha.xpe2..kete tue pn perlukn rehat...lps akak sam smpai...aku meneruskn perjlnn ke ipoh dgn speed 140km/j....hahaha...dah xsabar sgt nk smpai ipoh...n act dah penah gile2 babi kot...

akhirnyer sampai jugak aku ke bandar pujaan ku..IPOH~

here several pic of my roadtrip....

senyuman

2009-11-07T01:11:00.002+08:00

org ckp senyuman tue satu sedekah kn....

dan mlm nie aku tidur dgn senyuman...

maybe aku sedekahkn kt nisa n zurry la kot....

hahahaha... tq for cheering up my life.....

happy happy happy...!!!!!

new chapter

2009-11-03T16:04:00.004+08:00

while i was writing this post... it started raining outside...like a sign...that it is the beginning of a new chapter in my life...

men come n go in my life...it is not what i want...but that happen...i just holds to 1principle...a relationship cant start with a lie...i start my past relationship with a lie...end up in such a horrible way...actually td his mum txt me up...she said that she's sad hearing bout what happen btwn me n him...n i told her that it is not his fault...just that we have been gone thru so much...n still things didn't work out as we planned...kite merancang,Tuhan yg menentukan...but i told her that i hope she will still treat me like her own...hopefully...n i did cried while txting her...it such a sad moment..not because talking bout what happen...but it just the feelings of talking to a mum bout what happen, when u knw ur job as child is to make her happy...i know she is not my mum...but still...i have the taught that she is my mum...haih...now let bygones be bygones...

opening up a new chapter of my life with someone new....hopefully that things will work out...i will take this one slow and steady..not like before...not hoping as high as before...i knw what people or U may think of me...but this is not what i've planned...not like i pray for this...it just happen...sorry if my blog will hurt anyone...n for this time...i wont go publicly..maybe it will be safer to be secretive this time around...haih....

erm...abg got engage last sunday...it was the happy moment for him n im happy for him too...seeing that sparks in his eyes...i can see that he is happy...mama too...she is so happy for the engagement...weee....so abg n akak dah tunang....me??? hahaha...still got lots to do in my life..promise mama so many things n hoping that i can fulfill her dreams...n also mine...hihi...

now tgh final...2 ppr dah settle n 3 more ppr to go...have to score this sem...dgn dah ade scholar..mmg kene score la kan...hahahahha... n still need to upgrade my CGPA lg...not that im not statisfied but i knw i can do bttr kot...hahahaha....hoping for the best n praying for the best....

new n latest....!!!

emotional

2009-10-23T19:05:00.002+08:00

it has been such an emotional week...maybe...even though now that im alone...i do feel like now im breaking someone's heart...i shouldn't do that...can i be really alone...??? like sitting in the corner of an empty room...no cell phone with me...no broadband...no lappy(which i really dont have now)....feels like alone is better than hurting someone...unintentionally....

i feel like screaming out my feelings....u know what...i haven't been crying since we broke up...which i don't know why...is it just i don't have any sad feelings anymore...or just that i dont let my heart cry anymore...i wnt to cry...but i just cant...i really hate this feelings....

now....i do have the feelings of shutting down all connection...means deactivate my FB...turn off all my cells...but i know...that it will not change a thing...not a single things...i will always be haunted by him...by u....

sorry...

2009-10-10T02:07:00.003+08:00

i have just realize what im not good about...im really not good in keeping my promises...i feel so damm guilty right now...im hoping that u'll understand me..this is not what i've been planned...

i'll try to pay back my promises k..?? haih...

back to post on what happen to me this 1 whole week...

kitorg 1 class dah diberikan 1 assgmnt which is to complete kire mcm mock up meeting that we have submit it by thursday last week...so the shooting for that video was done by Tuesday rsnyer....evryone has done their job except for me...i was assgn to be like the 'camerawomen' and also edit the video...bkn la wt keje2 editing mcm stdnt multimedia wt pn..just a simple editing guna movie maker...had sum xperience guna movie makers from our previous video that we have to do for our ARABIC language video...so igt ok la...finished up editing by 4am last thursday...n the vidoe have to be submitted before 12pm on tha same day...ko gile!! tue 1 class nyer keje kot...10% utk sume org...xsampai at nk hampakan sume org...long story cut short...mase nk publish the video...blh lak la si movie maker tue ckp xleh nk publish...maybe sbb dah smpai 40min of video kot..ko gile!! mampus aku..!!!! then idea pn xkuar sbb dah almost 5am mase tue...tibe2 idea dtg utk publish video tue ikut year script...haih...slamat la blh...and the best thing is....on the same day...at 12...i've to seat for my ARABIC language test...for arab we dun have any finals...so our grade are solely depends on our assmnt mark...n aku xstdy langsung seyh..!!! n esk pg nyer...sesampainyer di uitm...aku g merendahkn dri aku kt sume org suh diorg tlg aku..especially my hsemate...which has been inform about that mlm sblm tue lg..hhahaha...n pada masa test aku pn menjalankn kerja2 amal...which is almost sume jwpn aku tiru...n dgn mgunakan pelbagai gaya...hahaha....nad siap ckp muka aku nmpk sgt evil mase aku meniru..hahahah....n the 2nd best thg is that....ptg tue plak i've solo presentation utk subject AUDIT..hahaha...slide xwt lg...bc article pn sket je...otak penat...bdn penat...tp still mencari idea mcm mane nk wt slide n present tue...so aku pn call Kuni tny die sape yg presnt utk class die for the same article...slamat la group die yg present...n aku pn pinjam slide Matki utk wt rujukan...aku still wt slide aku sndiri k..??? hahaha...n mase present tue..aku dgn suka ati aku...aku present bagaikan xde lecturer pn dlm class tue...hahahha...bt still dpt pujian seyh...kembang kejap..hahahahha....

actually i have plan so many things this coming weeks...which one of it is going back to ipoh on 17 & 18...tp tibe2 td miss henny ckp...on 19 ade presentation...OMG!!! bile kau nk blk ipoh elly....nk blk on 24 & 25...on 28 ade ppr...hhhahaahhaha...gelak yg sgt x ikhlas...aku rindu ipoh la ngek....haih...from the final exam timetable...i can see that im not going back to ipoh till end of semester..till my last day of paper...haih...dah la on 1dec nk start practical...xlame la kt ipoh! S**T....n disbb kan all of this unplanned events...there are so many of my promises n plans that i've be scheduling have to be cancelled....*sigh*

p/s : still apologizing...sorry sorry sorry...

Exam Timetable

2009-10-09T23:13:00.004+08:00

exam timetable dah keluar....maknenyer....FINAL dah dekat!!!!! F**k...!!!!!!

28/10/09 - FAR 500

2/11/09 - CRG 530

5/11/09 - CRG 520

9/11/09 - AIS 510

12/11/09 - AUD 571

the gap for this sem ok la...compared to last 2 sem...but kesian kt batch part 4...dgr cite diorg tkde gap...n siap ade 2 paper on 1 day...gile ah..dah la paper part 4 mantap2 sume...

nie schedule yg terkeluar dr exam...

1/11/09 - nk g S.Alam...kononnyer ade hal keluarge...so..mcm mane..????

p/s: ade paper on 28....tkt tkde time nk stdy...dah mula ade rs berslh yg teramat sgt...kalau lps final blh x..??? plsss...

Busy +++

2009-10-04T16:10:00.003+08:00

Tfor the next 3weeks...all accountancy student of UiTM Segamat will be f**king busy...hahaha...we dun blame the lecturer...but that's the fact of being a degree student lorh..haih...

5/10/09 - Listening Test Arabic Language

6/10/09 - Quiz CRG 530 - Co's Secretary

7/10/09 - BEL assignment submission date

8/10/09 - CRG 530 Video Submission date n Test Arabic

9/10/09 - Free but ade class

10/10/09 - Free (cz saturday)

11/10/09 - Free (cz sunday)

12/10/09 - Free but ade class

13/10/09 - Free but ade class

14/10/09 - Presentation 2 BEL (Public Speaking)

15/10/09 - Presentation n Submission AUD (our own internal audit department)

16/10/09 - Presentation AIS n Test 2 FAR n also submit outline BEL

17/10/09 - Miss Syuhada wedding! (very important)

18/10/09 - Free which is our resting day

19/10/09 - Test 2 AUD

20/10/09 - Free but ade class

21/10/09 - Free but ade class

22/10/09 - Free but ade class

23/10/09 - Submission date for CRG 530 (gile byk bende nk kene wt) n maybe wanna go to visit sumone...

conclusion utk hidup sbg pelajar account ialah = SUPER BUSY!!!

emergency

2009-10-04T01:27:00.002+08:00

i broke one of my phone...

i wont on any of my num..(yg korang tau la)..

but u all can text my housematesss to cantact me k..??

but as for my family n lovers...

u know how to contact me aite...??

.......

2009-10-02T02:38:00.003+08:00

actually there are so many things that i want to write...but i dont think that any of them is relevant...there are some things that we can share with others...but there are also some things that are just meant to be a secret...but i know 1 thing for sure..i can never hide anything from my besties SLEAZY...hahaha...ur so good man...but im so not ready for it yet...n i do really mean it..

sometime as im trying to be as secretive as i am now...im actually revealing more and more to them...i just cant hide what im feeling...doing all the things that i used to do before...doesnt make any different..i should be better..but im not that strong...i still need a friend that can understand my situation..not someone who criticize as much as they can...life can be that complicated man...u can only understand when it happen to u...and plz la...stop being so sarcastic....!!!

friends....im back to the old me...and im sorry for that...for them who doesnt like me to be the old me...

HIM & him

2009-09-30T23:05:00.005+08:00

what goes around really comes around right..??

i've taken him from her before...and now HIM has taken him from me...

i dont blame HIM and even him..i blame myself..for making my own mistake..

that is what got when i snatch him from her...

i do know her feelings at that time...but my ego has conquer myself...

hope that u'll get a happier life...i'm just ur nightmare..not ur dream...

sorry for everything that i've done...

and thank you for all love and support that u've given to me..

BaRam( Bazar Ramadhan)

2009-09-18T00:43:00.005+08:00

just arrive from KL this evening at 430..sampai2 mama xde kt umah sbb mama n akak g giant to buy sum stuff la kononnye..which i only nmpk is toilet brush, sluar tdo ntah pape la lg...they love to do that which is going everywhere just to jln2 n then end up beli bende bkn2...hahaha..then the conversation starts here:

akak: ko nk beli kuih kt mane arinie..??

me: aku nk murtabak bulat..

akak: la...kene g GM la...(for not Ipoh-ian...greentoown mall)

me: huhuhu...ok! (but still bermalas2 dpn TV)..hahahahah...

akak: ko nk g x nie...nk g kene g cpt...jam la...

n me...acting kinda weird...ipoh dah ade jam tue

...hahaha...the around 5.30...2 sisters when to Baram who is at 1st going there just to but some kuih n murtabak bulat which u can only find in Ipoh...hihihi..but act...we end up with:

samosa = 3

murtabak = 2

cakoi = 6

tepung pelita = 3

agar2(milo n sarsi) = 6

air soya = 1

hahaha...see....thats why i dun go to bazar ramadhan kt ipoh...disbbkn im not spending my money...n act my aunt(makyang) bg duit sblm kami bergerak...i will spend on all the thgs that i feel like i want...hahaha...kalau kt segamat mmg kene berjimat cermat sbb jauh dr ibubapa...hahahaha...so nafsu tlh mengawal dri...hahahahah

dan the story act starts here...cakoi tue bkn dirancang utk dibeli...act mase tue akak nga beratur nk beli air soya...n kitorg nmpk mcm ramai gile org kumpul kt tmpt kitorg nk beli soya tue..hahaha..kami pn menyelidik la ttg ape yg diorg sume nk beli tue...nmpk la ade mamat 2 org nie...muda lg kot...nga wt cakoi n grg...sumpah mmg nmpk sdp gile kot..!!!maybe sbb die br goreng kot mase tue...n then aku cm terpaku sebentar tgk mamat 2org nie meguruskn cakoi diorg...yg beli nyer xde la ramai sgt...ade la dlm 5-6 org...which i think still biase...but lame seyh kene tnggu...after a while br la me n my sis dpt jwpn...kalau dah sorang beli smpai RM10 cakoi...mau xlame kene tnggu...ahahahaha...gile ah...after tgk org yg belinye ramai...n sorang beli sebyk itu...aku pn decide btau akak yg 'kite beli nk cakoi tu'..ahahaha...gile terpengaruh kot...hahahah...kitorg pn beli la RM2..ade la 15min tnggu cakoi tue siap...hahahha...

n act at the same time kt umah...i ask my mum to cook ikan terubuk...cz i love the fish so much...lg2 bln puasa nie....mengidam terubuk mengalahkan org mngandung..hahahaha....smlm sblm blk ipoh ag dah pesan kt mama suh beli...hahahah..

n mase blk dr Baram...mama mcm tekejut gile..ala...like mother like daughter la mama...cz mama pn if g Baram pn same je..sumenk dibelinyer...so i got the attitude frm u la mama...hahahah....slmt almost all the kuih habis...nie nk abehkn nt mase sahur...if larat lg la...cz im almost full...act dah full tp sbb......hahaha..so blh masuk lg la..hahahah...

here is some pic yg i sempat capture mase sedang dibuai melihat mamat2 nie wt cakoi...

some pic from the bazar...

cuti raya -15/09/09 till 27/09/09

2009-09-15T22:53:00.002+08:00

cuti hari raya saya br sj bermula...!!!

ponteng class company secretary today...

n ponteng class public speaking tmrw...!!

hahahhaha...sorry to miss syuhada n miss rafeah...

just kami 1 umah perling super excited nk blk raya....ehehehe.... :-)

td pg klcc... spotted 1 skinny...huhuhu...tmrw going out for some shopping with him....

love it....

stabbed....!!!

2009-09-08T23:18:00.000+08:00

how can some one be so cruel and sincere at the same time..

it seems so hard to believe but that is the thing...

maybe the person around u arent there because they want to..

but cz the have to..

i still can cope with the hypocrite..

till today....but tomorrow...

im not sure whether i still can stands here...

in this same situation and in this same position...

i've been back stabbed before..

so i know the signals....

so..if there is anything that u want to say...

just speaks out...protesting and back talking wont settle things up..

opinion

2009-09-05T03:29:00.003+08:00

td sempat lg berbincang dgn seorg tmn tentang apa yg nk ditulis dlm blog...kdg2 cerita bout evryday life pn bosan gak kan...but that is what blog is all about..to write bout urself n to express u toughts and feelings...

tmrw i maybe going to melaka to watch final destination...no matter what people says about the movie i still wanna watch it..hhahaha...mir maybe coming from KL after he finish work...biasa la...da bf keje on saturday kn...nie la nasib...tp kesian la kt die...nk kene blk kl blk after we finish the movie...but that is the sacrifices yg die kene wat kn..uhukhuk..

what happen this week ea...blk segamat on monday bcz monday cuti independent day...after that sgt penat cz actualy dr ipoh that day...tuesday lorning ade quiz which i dont read anythg at all...bcz blk umah kan...confirm la bejln je kan..ahahaha...then on wednesday ade class public speaking...but then at this one part of her lecture...die tetibe temasuk bab lelaki...ade the one sentence yg i still remember till today is

"kepala hotak kau"

die leh kuar ayat tue pas die ckp yg lelaki pttnye xleh pakai duit wife family life...it is stated in the Quran that lelaki is the head of the family and it is their responsibility...then she also said that...if the husband said that the duty of a husband can be shifted to the wife...then why dun we also shifted the wife responsibility of carrying the baby in the womb...u guys just have to knw how hard it is to carry a baby in our womb for 9month...ntah la...maybe ade kebenaran dlm kata2 lec aku tue...but sume tue pendapat die...maybe kita ade pendapat kita sendiri...sume org akn ade pendapat sendiri...

more than words

2009-08-23T23:07:00.004+08:00

love is not just about saying it...

but expressing it to ur love one..

love is not suppose to be that hard & difficult...

it is suppose to be the be the greatest thing that could have happen to one's life..

I LOVE U is just another sentence...

but the true love is in our own heart....

when love is in the air

kerispatih - demi masa

2009-08-18T23:24:00.001+08:00

mmg lagu nie dah lame...tp tetibe mcm menusuk hati lk...

new

2009-08-16T23:33:00.003+08:00

sometimes life is just such a confusing things to be gone through...kdg2 aku rs...aku da smpai 1 point k mane...aku da lost...i dunno where am i heading to...am i still on the right track or i have lost my way when i am searching for it...is it too complicated to understand me...am i that complicated...

what am i trying to do now is i am trying to fix things up...if things are still in the same condition... i will never find my way back..n the decision that i've made earlier...is just going to be such a big mistake....

update...!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-05-06T01:56:00.005+08:00

i just dunno where to start in updating this blog...so this entry will be a rojak entry in term of date sequences....hahaha...

FINAL
final is almost at the end...tinggal last paper je...tue pn ppr yg agak senang la...marketing n human resources...MGT 536...btl kot course code tue..hahaha...5 ppr dah berlalu...ppr TAX...ok la kot...ppr tue at average level la...bt...mase sgt mcemburui kami org2 yg mngambil ppr itu...3hours is not enough la....haih...can u guys just imagine...ish...lec nie kdg2 xpandai budget mase btl...hahaha...ntah kitorg yg xwt soalan tue smpai lupe daratan kot..hikhik...after ppr tax...dtg menyusul lak ppr ECO...ppr nie actly agak favourite...haha...but actly agak ssh la...tp ntah nape...tibe2 mcm berminat lk dgn add math...padahal kt sek dl..plg benci add math kot....ade je class add math mesti mengeluh...and for ur guys info....add math siap dpt 8 lg tue mase spm...haha...byk tue...but for this ppr...ntah nape lk la rs berminat tue leh dtg...hahaha...maybe cz rs tercabar dgn bf sy yg dpt 1 add math die mase spm...ala....i dpt 8 la b...lg byk dr u k...hahaha...padahal fail kot.....dah2...yg penting...ppr tue dah....Z Z Z...SETEL....tue la trademark lec yg ajar aku ppr tue...hahaha...ppr yg ketiga ialah ppr yg agak sucks...ppr MAF...ppr lec 'kampung mana'...hahaha..ppr nie ade toeri n calculation....calculation die mmg blh wt...tp...teori die agak bengong...sbb evry sem mmg kuar soalan lain2...so xtau nk bc ape...hahaha...ntah...yg pentingnye...kitorg sebenanye xde reading material yg cukup utk cover soalan teori die...maybe bkn slh lec aku tue...sbb sume branch pn ckp mcm tue...haih...lec tue dah siap bg solution ag...but still...kalau dah every sem kuar soalan lain2...ape cite kn...hahaha....dan slps itu...dtg ppr yg lbh sucks dr MAF...ppr FAR...ntah la...aku xpenah dpt C utk FAR semenjak aku amek course account nie....tp...perasaan utk dpt C kali nie mcm besar je...soalan die...mmg xblh blah kot...tp...aku agak mnyalahkn lec aku gak la...die ajar mcm ala kadar je...kitorg xbyk wt past year...so mcm xtau byk bende gak la kn...susah gile kot ppr FAR...siot gile...and...tue la first time aku kuar dr ppr mengamuk2....xpenah kot aku beremosi smpai mcm tue...dah la ppr tue pg..mood aku sgt spoil mlm...smpai bf aku pn kene marah...SORRY B...u dpt gf yg agak moody...sian kamu kan....slps dr 2 ppr yg menyakitkn at...slamat la dtg ppr LAW...haha...dpt spot question dr several friends...n...yg di spot tue...mcm dtg nyer dr pembuat soalan...sbb sebijik kot...hahaha...dgn gembira nye sy menjwb ppr LAW itu...hikhik...slps ppr itu...kami 5 sekwn pn kuar dgn gembira nye...hahaha....kali nie kitorg bkn ag menjerit sbb tension...tp kitorg jerit sbb sgt happy....HAPPY...!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! n skunk nie...just have tp prepare for MGT...dan saya Suhaili...xkan mnghampakan lec kesygn kami satu class...En Syed Izzadin...ahahahaha...kan.....hanya mereka yg kenal En Syed shj yg akan phm 'kan' tue...hahaha...and hopefully...pointer xjatuh...at least dpt maintain pointer sem lps...xsnggup kot kalau jth...haih...just hope dat my result will went well....AMIN....pray for me too k guys.....

BIRTHDAY
birthday celebration went well...at least i spent the whole day with my bf..super duper happy...hahaha...hv a birthday celebration over my cousins place...all of my cousins,aunt,uncle...the whole BEE's family is there...bcz the day after dat...all of my aunty including my mum is going for a trip to Jakarta...haha...sgt happy sbb sgt ramai yg mnyambut birthday sy...including la my bf...tibe2 die dah jd family lk kn...haha...bf akak si Abg Joe pn tlh di drag same utk berada di majlis tersebut...hahaha...ade the best thing is dat...my sis tlh menempah cup cakes yg sgt mebuat sy happy...love the cupcakes so much...thanks sis...!!! and ade 2 cake for my birthday celebration...sbb 1 of my cousin pn ade wtkn cake gak...love all of the, so much....blk2 segamt...kene 2 biji telur...thanks to my hsemate yg tlh memblg telur tanpa crack kn telur tue dl...sakit perut kene telur tue kot...!!can u guys just imagine...kene telur yg x crack ag...diorg baling direct kt perut kot...rs mcm kene blg ngn batu jew...hahaha...skt..after the telur...diorg blg la ag ngan tepung...dah rs diriku ini mcm cucur lk...tggl lg nk kene grg jew...hahaha...and...hahaha...mase tue ngh basuh kete...so...sume kene blg ngn sponge bsh kete tue....sy yg tlh mjd jahat dgn mbalg sponge2 tue..hehehe...and...several birthday present dah pn diterima..ahahaha...but still ade yg blm lg diterima...dah masih lg menunggu..hahaha...blh la lk kan...anyway....lots and lots of thank you to all the wishes and presents....and thanks for the celebration...muahx...!!! lurv u guys a lot....

ROJAK
semenjak final bermula...hinggalah kehari ini...rsnyer aku dah g ke karoke yg seringgit satu lagu die segamat nie almost...5-6 kali kot...hahaha...dlm mase mase 3minggu nie...mungkin aku dah mghabiskn almost rm 50 kt tmpt karoke tue...hahah...tp kepuasannyer adlh bnede yg lbh penting..hahahaha...sbb bile karoke...kitorg akn pilih lg yg mjerit2...yg akan meghabiskn suara kami...so that kitorg dpt lpskn tension...hahaha..and actly...td br pulang dr karoke gak...hahahaha....best2...

ade kejadian yg tlh berlaku didlm rumah yg tlh kami sewa ini...!!!hahaha...one of my hsemate tlh mnjd ala2 org yg main counterstrike yg pkai pisau tue...sape yg penah main game tue mesti dpt bygkn kalau org yg pakai pisau tue bunuh cmne kn...cmtue la hsemate sy pada mase die geram mbuang ais yg tlh keras didlm freezer itu...hahaha...dan secara tidak segajanyer...die dah tertebuk bhgian atas freezer tue...the bunyi mcm gas keluar dr ctue...hikhik....after that...mmg peti ais tue mmg dah xsejuk la kan..hahaha...slps beberapa ari br la kitorg btau kt Abg Jefrey...which is our landlord....and kitorg dah wt cite palsu kot...haha...kitorg ckp dat thg jd sendiri..hahaha...pas die dah g anta peti ais tue repair...peti ais tue dah elok...bt mase anta peti ais tue...die perli kitorg...

En Jefrey : aaa....lps nie...kalau nk pecahkn ais kt atas tue...jgn la pakai pisau...off je switch...biar die cair sendri....

Elly: eh...rsnyer kitorg xde pn pecahkn pakai pisau....

kemudian...En Jefrey tlh pn senyum pd saya...hahaha...KANTOI...!!!! tp ape blh wt en...maafkn kami..hehehe....kesilapan teknikal....kami nie perempuan2 yg agk ganas...hahaha....tp yg penting...peti ais tue dah blh digunakn kembali spt biase...TQ EN JEFREY...!!!!! hahahaha....

semenjak kami dirumah ini sudah mpunyai kenderaan...kami kuat meneroka bandar Segamat ini...hahaha...almost evryday agak lalu kt dataran segamat yg confirm ramai rempit...hahah... and this one day...tibe mcm ade event lk kt datran tue...so we decided to stop and tgk2 ape yg ade kt dtrn tue...rupa2nye...ade mcm pertandgn utk belia2...so mase kitorg stg tue...mcm ade petandign kompang..and almost all of the peserta...nyanyi lagu enjit-enjit semut...hahaha...lagu lain xde ke abg oi....and yg plg xbestnyer...ade ke si MC tue blh lk xbg mic dkt all the groups members....dgn bunyi kompang yg kuat tue...mane la nk dgr ape diorg nyanyi....mengong tul...but there are such cute school boys mcm ala2 form 1 kot...diorg main kompang n nyanyi...actly sbb nmpk diorg la kitorg nie berenti..hahaha...

ape lg cite ek...maybe dah xde kot...but i will update it later....if i remember ape lg event yg perlu diceritakan....

da...~~~~

....

2009-05-05T15:19:00.000+08:00

need to update this blog....

give me a week...!!

anger management

2009-03-31T23:18:00.002+08:00

ape lg yg blh nk dickp....

dah jangka yg sy akn mara2....

maafkn sy b.....

sy xblh nk mgelak....

huhuhu.....

better

2009-03-29T19:40:00.002+08:00

think of something that is much more better than having that time of the month....

together with all the schedule that i have to face next week...

and who have to pay for that....

HUBBY....!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

timetable

2009-03-29T18:32:00.004+08:00

i have so many things to be done next week...

Monday - 30/3/2009 - MGT market plan presentation.. QuiZ ECO

Tuesday - 31/3/2009 - takde pape kot....

Wednesday - 1/4/2009 - Test MAF (12-1.30) Quiz TAX (2-3)

Thursday - 2/4/2009 - Test ECO.. Test Arab

Friday - 3/4/2009 - have to make preparation for BACCSA dinner... presentation Arab

Saturday - 4/4/2009 - BACCSA dinner...

Sunday - 5/4/2009 - TesT TAX

maybe ade yg lupe nk lex...will update that later...

ape nk jd nie...

sempatkah aku study...shit....!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

and the other thing...jadual final dah pn keluar...hahahaha..

PICTURE

2009-03-28T21:48:00.005+08:00

ROJAK FROM SEGAMAT

birthday party - 22/3/2009

the birthday gurls..

housemate + birthday girl

family portrait..

classmate

everything

2009-03-26T23:11:00.002+08:00

have a seminar this coming saturday...its a seminar on audit n ethics something something...lalala...im one of the organizer...so im going to be so demm bz on that day...hopefully the program will run smoothly... haih...cz all of the lecturers are depending on us for this program..haih...stupido la...

haih la.... i have so many testes next coming week..kenape la kene lum kn sume test dlm 1 minggu...pandai btl la lec2 accntg kt segamat nie kn..hahaha..now i sound like 1 of my lec da... hahaha...

will be updating more n more later...

da~~

ROJAK

2009-03-24T17:36:00.000+08:00

update....hahaha.....

what first...huhuhu....

erm....last month... we all, i mean 1 whole class went to mia and gardenia... it is actually for the academis purpose... for the subject code of MAF...we went there by bus from uitm at about 730am... can u guys just imagine that... we have to wake up so dem early just for that trip...hahaha...

and in feb, i have many testes...hahahaha....but... alhamdulillah... i manage to pass all of the test...haih...syukur....and...what else ek..... owh... here in segamat...kitorg ade karoke tau... box karoke...best2...kitorg sgt la slalu g karoke... i will update the vid later k...

i alsowent back to ipoh... really really la best... it has been to month since i xblk ipoh... a lil change la kt jusco ipoh tue... hehehe... and... i went back to segamat by train.. with my beloved hubby... sgt la seronok dpt bersama die... tp sgt la sdh gak sbb die kene kuar mase train tue smpai kl.. mcm nk ngs kot... da mcm drama melayu tue..huhuhu.....

and now... im super happy cz my sis's bf has bougt me not 1 but 3 cds...
hahaha....bf kakakku sudah dibuli...TQ ABG JOE.... nt elly puji abg joe kt mama k..???

and...im hoping that my scholarship will aprove... am really praying for that....pray for me too k guys..???byk tue scholar die..haha...but i cant disclose the amount here.....hahahaha...ngek...

last sunday by mean on 22/03/09...we had a birthday party in my haouse...or in our house...haha...we celebrated all of my classmate who's birthday was in MARCH and thats including my dearest Zurry...her birthday was on 21 March...the party was a blast... it was the first ever party held since degree started...hahaha...

will upolad pic later..susah la nk upload...xtau nape..

Dead and Gone

2009-03-17T23:10:00.002+08:00

I've been travelin' on this road too long
Just trying to find my way back home
But the old me is dead and gone
Dead and gone

-sorry...but the old me is dead and gone....................

Mad - Neyo

2009-03-17T22:28:00.001+08:00

She's starin' at me
I'm sittin', wonderin' what she's thinkin'
Mmmmmm
Nobody's talkin' 'cause talkin' just turns into screamin'
Ohhh
And now is i'm yellin' over her, she's yellin' over me
All that that means
is neither of us is listening
[and what's even worse]
that we don't even remember why were fighting.

So both of us are mad for...

Nothin' [fighting for]
Nothin' [crying for]
Nothin' [whooaaa]
But we wont let it go for nothin'
[no not for]
Nothin'
This should be nothin' to a love like what we got
Ohhh baby...

I know sometimes it's gonna rain
but baby, can we make up now
'cause I can't sleep through the pain
[can't sleep through the pain].

Girl, i don't wanna go to bed
[mad at you]
And i don't want you to go to bed
[mad at me]
No, i don't wanna go to bed
[mad at you]
And i don't want you to go to bed
[mad at me]
Ohhh no no no...

And it gets me upset, girl
when your constantly accusing.
[askin' questions like you've already known]
We're fighting this war, baby
when both of us are losing.
[This ain't the way that love is supposed to go].

Whoahhhh.....
[what happened to workin' it out]
We've fall into this place
where you ain't backin' down and i ain't backin' down
so what the hell do we do now...

I know sometimes it's gonna rain
but baby, can we make up now
'cause I can't sleep through the pain
[can't sleep through the pain].

Oh, baby this love ain't gonna be perfect
[perfect, perfect, ohh ohh]
and just how good it's gonna be
we can fuss and we can fightlong as everythings allright between us...
before we go to sleep.

Baby, we're gonna be happy.

I know sometimes it's gonna rain
but baby, can we make up now
'cause I can't sleep through the pain
[can't sleep through the pain].

gamba yg br edit..

2009-02-10T23:29:00.003+08:00

kami ke melaka pada suatu ptg...haha...dah lama sebenanyer...

TEST

2009-02-08T15:57:00.006+08:00

update..!!

i have so many test...!!!!

n im so dem prepared... hahaha...

11 Feb 2009 - MAF Test 1

13 Feb 2009 - Sleazy's birthday(nt aku bg ko adiah k...??)

16 Feb 2009 - Mir Shariffuden Birthday-BF kesygnkn (i xleh blk...sorry syg..)
- MGT Test 1

17 Feb 2009 - LAW Test 1
- TAX Test 1

19 Feb 2009 - ECO Test 1

im proudly present my test date... tq to all the lecturers.. haih... kesian bf ku... sorry b...

STUDY STUDY STUDY....!!!!!!!!!!!

saya syg die....!!!!!!!!!!

update..

2009-01-16T00:49:00.002+08:00

it has been so long.. i dunno why i dun have the mood to update my blog lately.. haih.. really miss blogging.. cz sometimes.. blogging make me feel a bit relief.... i feel like i have someone to tell about how i feel actually...
Segamat - there is nothing much happening here in Segamat actually... went to class.. blk clas... as ususal... just that i have to take a bus to go to class.. a bit exhausted then.. haha.. ok la.. everythg went well la kot...as the exco of our student association... saya agak la bz kot.. haih.. tue la... dl gatal sgt nk jadi ketua projek.. pdn muka ko elly.. haha.. im just hoping that my project will went well... cz we are facing so many problem now... and 1 of them is that my damm proposal still x lulus lg and that project is on 25-26 january.. and yes people... this coming week.. sucks la uitm nie.. nk wt activity utk student kot.. bknnye kitorg nk g enjoy2 ke ape.. xpaham tue la aku nhn system uitm nie.. pening2....

Relationship - as usual..but.. i realize that we kinda kuat gaduh sekarang.. maybe cz i never change.. maybe tue yg dia rs dr dl but only just nw he cal spell it out to me.. ntah la.. i feel like.. its hard to understang him now.. and maybe even hard to understand may own self.. ntah..!! maybe im the only one that kept thinking bout this like this is the greatest burden in my life..or maybe actually this long-distance relationship just doesnt work for us.. or maybe just me.. haih.. xtau la... i really want this relationship to work.. i really love u la syg... hukhuk.. sorry if i have been the stupidest gurl that u have ever met.. haih....

Study - maybe ok maybe not.. all the lecturers are ok la..except for both of my marketing lec.. diorg cm segal2 sikit... diorg still ajar topic 1 when we r now in 4th week.. serious takut la... haih... erm.. this semester almost all of my lec have their own trademark.. haha.. they have their own style and words that they will always use.. like mr iftikhar... he will always refer to "particular thing" until me myself dont now what is he referring to.. haha.. haih..

maybe nie jela dl update yg ade... i will try to update my blog regularly from now on.. ok..??

Segamat

2008-12-30T17:03:00.002+08:00

im so dem lazy to update.. i dunno why... but now im back in segamat.. back to my study life..haih... ok la kot... ntah la.. last sem result was kinda ok la... selamat la lepas semua.. hahaha....
this semester saya kene duduk di rumah sewa since all of the degree student mmg xkn dpt bilik.. if dpt pn we will have to wait after the 2nd intake stdnt which is the rayuan student masuk... diorg tkt nt xcukup pulak college utk bdk2 dip yg rayuan tue... huhu.. whatever la uitm... aku dah selamat pn dekat umah sewa nie... since me myself xbwk kete... so i have to take a bus from here to go to class.. haiha... xde la susah sgt... jus kena bgn sedikit awl cz bus tue ade time2 die.. n time die sgt la awl... so sucks.. but that is my main transportation for now.. at least until my bro hand me back my sis's car that i have been using during my diploma..hopefully die akn bg la kan.. haih.. susah sikit la xde kete...
but enough of that...

tag by nani

2008-12-30T16:45:00.004+08:00

>Start time :
6:46pm

>Name :

suhaili hadi

>Sisters :

2 sisters

>Brothers :

2 brothers

>Shoe size :

6 or 7

>Height :

i cant remember la... maybe 15..

>Where do you live :

Ipoh

>Have you ever been on a plane :

yes!

>Swam in the ocean :

no really swim la...xtau berenang kot...

>Fallen asleep at school :

sape yg xpenah..!!

>Broken someone’s heart :

yes!

>Fell off your chair:

yes!

>Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call :

maybe yes... but i cant seem to remember la..

>Saved e-mails :

YES..!!! hahaha

>What is your room like :
everything is two... since 1bilik with my sis...

>What’s right beside you :

chairs..

>What is the last thing u ate:

nasi + kari ayam + sayur + telur dadar

>Chicken pox :
4 years old kot...

>Sore throat :

byk kali... hikhik...

>Stitches :

yup... 8 of them...

>Broken nose :

no..!!!

>Do you Believe in love at first sight :

yup...

>Like picnics :

sangat kot.. hahaha...

>Who was/were…The last person you danced with :

erm... i think dayang n sleazy...cant remember..

>Last made you smile :

kt class td.. hahaha..

>You last yelled at :

him..

>Today did you…Smile to someone you like :

yes.. i smile to my phone... haha.. bc msg kn..

>Kissed anyone :

yes!

>Get sick :

always..

>Talk to an ex :

no... dah xcontact pn...

>Miss someone :

yup.. wlpn br je jumpe...

>Who do you really hate :

no one... haha... maybe someone la kot...

>Do you like your hand-writing :

ntah la...

>Are your toe nails painted :

no..

>Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in :

hahahaha....

>What color shirt are you wearing now :

pink

>Are you a friendly person :

better ask my friends..

>Do you have any pets :

my ikan just died... *sob sob*

>Do you sleep with the TV on :

yup..

>What are you doing right now :

blogging la..

>Are you closer to your mother or father :

mom..

>Do you eat healthy :

i think no..

>Do you still have pictures of you and your ex :

yup..

>If you’re having a bad day, who are you most likely to go to :

no one...

>Are you loud or quiet most of the time :

loud!!..

>Are you confident :

sometime maybe..

>5 things I was doing 6 years ago :

1.ponteng sekolah n g lepak kt sungai...

2.clubbing

3.lepak mamak sampai pagi..

4.bertumbuk dgn abg tersyg..

5.berkerja di TIMBERLAND.. hahaha...

>5 things I would do if i were a billionaire :

1.buy a murano for myself... hahaha..
2.pegi blaja kt ireland.. haih...

3.buat rumah utk mama...

4. open my own acctng firm..

5. bought everyone a present...!!

>5 of my bad habits :

1.pemalas

2.shoppng shopping shopping..!!

3.tido!!

4.on9 24/7

5.kedekut dgn org lain..

>5 places I’ve lived/living :

1.Ipoh

2.Kuala Lumpur

3.Negeri Sembilan

4.Segamat

5.Sri Iskandar

>people I tag :
1.seri

2.shazill

3.aish

tag by aish(lmbt sket)

2008-12-15T14:05:00.003+08:00

1.Sertakan tiga keping gambar kamu yang kamu rasa paling seksi.

2.Tak semestinya tak berpakaian atau mendedahkan, mungkin kamu rasa senyuman anda masa itu adalah seksi, sertakan!

3.Nyatakan kenapa gambar itu begitu seksi di mata kamu?

4.Tag 5 orang yang seksi.

5.Selamat menyeksikan diri!

saya seksi dalam gamba nie sbb saya berada di tepi pantai...hihihi...

saya seksi dalam gamba ini sbb rambut sya yg kembang dan curly.. i miss my curly hair..!!!saya seksi dalam gamba ini sbb... sy rase plg seksi bile berada bersama si dia... hahaha..

saya akan tag :
1. Dayang
2. Nani
3. Seri
4. Shazill @ Cika
5. Humaira

such a long entry

2008-12-11T01:36:00.007+08:00

WARNING...this is a long and full of picture entry...

there is so much to tell and i have all nite long to type this entry... since my bffy have fall asleep.. hehehe.. where to start.... ok here.. i will start from the say he got back...

6/12/2008-Saturday
he arrive around 730pm and straight to my house without going back to his house first.. hikhik... he did lie to his mum a bit la.. hikhik... saya sudah buat die tipu mak die...!!!! after he fetch me... we went to tesco cz we need to buy some stuff for our picnic that is on Sunday.. and hahaha.. the picnic plan was suppose to be on Saturday.. but i change the plan to Sunday just for u la... hahaha.. selamat la all of my friends ok with it.. hikhik... back to tesco.. so we buy some fruits and crackers.... the we went to drive-thru Mcd cz im craving for the ice cream.. hehehe.. machine ice cream yg kt Medan Gopeng rosak... hahaha.. terpaksa la pegi Mcd yg dkt tesco tue... anyway.. TQ bffy....after that he sent me home but the sad thing is that he went to the Fun Fair with his siblings... i tot u nk tnggu i la.. hukhuk.. but takpe.. heeee....

7/12/2008-Sunday
woke up around 645am cz me n my friends will go for a picnic today.. walaupn hanya kami berlima sahaja.. tetapi picnic tetap akn diadakan...huhuh.... give a wake up call to him... then mandi2.. and wait for him to come... after that we went straight to Isma's house to fetch him... but malangnye.. Isma br nk mandi la.. haih... so we went to buy some kuih first.. hahaha... after taht we went back to Isma's house to fetch him.. selamat la die dah siap.. hahaha.. next is to fetch Diyana.. after that is Cika... afetr fetching everyone... we went to TMN DR.. i dunno the real name but that is the name that all Ipoh-ians know la kan...after some eating-eating... we decided to do some photo shoot at the area.. and u guys just wont believe that Ipoh will have such a fantastic view.. jangan igt Ipoh cabuk k... here are some pic...

and after that we have to left cz my dad is coming.. haih.. sebenanyer byk lagi tmpt2 menarik yg kitorg nk shoot.. but... takpela kan..hukhuk... after seeing my dad.. i ask them where to go.. and a bright idea came... heee.. we went to Kellie's Castle.... and continue our shooting.. hahahaha.... and more pic pic pic...

8/12/2008-Monday
its Aidiladha.. and me and my family went to my aunt's house in Tmn Cempaka to celebrate it... cz we have decided that we weill not go back to kampung this Aidiladha.. and last nite my bro made a suprise to my mum.. die blk la.. ape lg.. hahaha.. he didnt told my mum that he will be going back... hahaha.. i know that my mum is so happy.. hikhik... and here is the pic of our own Aidiladha...

and that nite..hehehe.. die telah membawa daku ke FUN FAir.. hahaha.. mcm budak2... and kami tlh pulang dgn peningnyer... kerana kami telah menaiki ride2 yg agak memeningkn.. hahahaha...

9/12/2008-Tuesday
hari ini adalah hari yang agak menyedihkan...kerana die akan PULANG...waaaa....!!!!! takpela....biar jauh dimata..namun dekat dihati...hukhuk... but.. before he went back to KL.. saya tlh mendpt hadiah dari... unexpected people... it is from his parents.. it is my convocation gift...weee....

cinta dalam hati - ungu

2008-12-04T19:15:00.001+08:00

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convocation presents...

2008-12-02T22:03:00.004+08:00

this entry is a show off entry...hikhik... and to show some appreciation to all the gifts and flowers...

and..... introducing BUDAK KECIK....!!!! my newest teddy....

gamba yg 2nd tue nk menunjukkn bahawasanya... die sgt la same dgn uden... hikhik... chumel kan... hikhik... tq abiiboo.... kepada aish.. jg jeles ek...hikhik...

convocation

2008-12-02T01:08:00.003+08:00

Picture Picture Picture...!!!!

i have been tag for the 1st time...

2008-11-25T18:35:00.003+08:00

1. What is your name?
Suhaili Binti Ahmad Hadiatullah Maknun

2. How old are you?
20 years old

3. What are the 3 electronics you can't live without?
my PC - handphone - my camera(but dah hilang)

4. Are you amazing?
i dont think so...

5. What is the brand of the phone you are using?
Sony Ericsson

6. What color is your phone?
black and red

7. Have you slept in school before?
of course yes....

8. How long are you online in a day?
till there is nothing to do..

9. How would you describe yourself?
Emotional, talkative , not a girl another girl wanna be friends with...

10. What's your favourite topic to talk about?
everything la kot.... hahaha...

11. Which teacher do you like?
if now... maybe Pn Azizah... my quantitative lec....

12. Who do you think is the most handsomest in your class?
no one....hahaha....sorry guys...

13. Who are you currently aiming on?
erm.....you...???? hikhik....

14. Do you know a lot of your siblings' secret?
YES...!!!!

15. How do you rate your siblings?
they can't be rated la... they are the best....

16. Are your siblings gorgeous?
hahahah... we look alike...so mesti la....

17. Do you judge people?
YES...!!

18. Do you run?
for now... dkt gym je la...

19. Are you lazy to tag people?
no... but no one tag me... :(

20. Who was the last person you spoke on the phone?
the guy from the optical store...

21. What is 2 + 2?
4

22. Who is your idol?
my dearest mummy.....

23. Are you a monster?
hahaha.... i dunno... ask my friends...

24. Do you play with Barbie dolls?
yes...but mase kecik la..

25. What was the last movie you watched?
to be honest.... i dun remember...hahahaha....Segamat xde movie kot....

26. What do you think of your English?
blh thn je...

27. What do you think about your Bahasa Malaysia?
mesti la terbaek...!! hahaha

28. Who do you hate?
some girls.....

29. Do you love yourself?
every single moment..

30. Blurt out 5 random words
???

my daily activity....

2008-11-25T01:22:00.000+08:00

since i got back from Segamat.. my daily routine is just the same things everyday... hahaha... BORED....!!!!!!!!!

i will wake up around 8 to text 'MORNING SUNSHINE' to my dearest abiiboo .... then i will go to back to my dream till around 930 o 1000.... take my shower... turun bawah minum... konon mcm sarapan la.. hahaha... watching TV... online... TV blk... online blk... hahaha... ptg at around 715... pegi gym... and yes my dear blog reader... i pegi gym.... at least i have something to do..!!!! i will run around 20 mins.. cycle for 20 mis... or maybe go for the cycling training that will make me sweat like hell... cycling training tue is when the instructor will ask us to cycle sambil aerobic for an hour k...!!! can u guys just imagine that... but when u have done it ... okla... hahaha... but still uu will sweat like hell la... and guys.. tomorrow they will start a new class... KICK BOXING class... im so den excited... haha.. my mum too... she always wanted to be like Haliza Misbun n Umie Aida... hahaha.. mama sy terpengaruh dgn gaya hidup artis...hikhik... but actually i am excited too... but tak nak la tnjuk sgt kan.. hekhek...

i will be in KL by Wednesday... hope that i can meet all of my Perak's friends.. really miss them a lot... but i di miss him a lot too.... hikhik... really looking forward to see u la abiiboo.... hekhek...

miss you like crazy....

2008-11-22T18:13:00.002+08:00

I used to call you my girl
I used to call you my friend
I used to call you the love
The love that I never had

When I think of you
I don’t know what to do
When will I see you again

I miss you like crazy
Even more than words can say
I miss you like crazy
Every minute of every day
Girl I’m so down
When your love’s not around
I miss you, miss you, miss you
I miss you like crazy

You are all that I want
You’re all that I need
Can’t you see how I feel
Can’t you see that my pain’s so real

home

2008-11-19T16:34:00.003+08:00

hey guys...at last im home already.. feels great to be at home.. haih... jus a bit tired dats all... about the journey from Segamat to Ipoh yesterday... my mum pick me up at UiTM around 12 o'clock.. we went for lunch first... after that we went to my house... which was my rumah sewa to put some of my stuff there..and that was the 1st time my mum take a look at my house.. and she was.. ok laa... hahaha.. im expecting that already... and we went back to Ledang cz my mum said that there was an ATV ride there.. i was so xcited and i took a ride.. the price was ok la RM15 for 6laps... and i also ask my sis to took several of my pic.. hahaha.. nk tayang la kt sume org kn... but she was too busy taking adik's pic so.... ade 2 je gamba saya.. haha.. ok la tue.. atleast ade gak la kan.. hahaha... here is the ATV ride pic...
hahaha.. gamba yg sgt la chomot... haih...

today i went out with my mum sis n adik.. adik is my cousin a.k.a anak kesygn mama... hahaha... we went out to pay bills, lunch, send my cousin's phone and lastly we went to Greentown Mall..r. my mum want us to take a look first at this table that wanted to buy but dunno when la.. it was a table with a aquarium.. haih... it was RM1988 kot.. my mum can buy my new wardrobe kot... when i ask her for a new wardrobe.. she said 'beli sendiri la...' haih.. marah la pulakkn.. haha... xpe2... wardrobe yg ade nie pn masih cukup utk menampung bajuku yg bnyk itu.. and... surprisingly... the same shop also is a pet shop... actually bkn kedai perabot pn.. mmg pet shop pn.. kira meja yg dijual tue mcm die jual aquarium la.. haha.. and i saw this 1 rack full of 'ikan laga' .. haih.. they were so cute... and my mum ask me whether i want them n i say YES!.. haha.. laju je ckp ye.. but actually i always wanted to buy a new birds... i miss my birds.. i will try to buy them before going back to Segamat for the new semester...and here is there pic of my newest pet.. but i still havent got a name for it yet.. but i will.. haha..
p/s: for you... im really SORRY cz of what had happen this 2 days.. i promiz that i will never ever ignore u like that... promiz...

miss

2008-11-13T01:11:00.002+08:00

i have my Arabic language test tmrw... n im so not ready to take the test.. this is because i know the chances that im going to fail that paper is so high... haih.. can u guys just imagine.. my carry mark for that paper is just 15 out of 40 marks... n i know my ability that i cant do well in the final exams... n now... i just have to pray to Allah to help me to just pass this paper... dun it sound stupid if i have to repeat my language subject.. haih... plz ustazah.. u have to pass me.. if not.. it will be the biggest humiliation in my life... really afraid to sit for my paper tmrw.. by mean today la kan... cz its ody 13th nov...

i wrote sumthing for u... i have text it to u but just gatal2 wanna published it here..
but it is a bit different from what i have text to you earlier..

i miss ur smile..
i miss ur hugs..
i miss ur kisses...
i miss ur eyes..

i miss ur hand that always holds mine..
i miss ur tears that makes me cry...
i miss ur laugther that brighten my days..
i miss sitting by ur side cz that is the best thing that had happen..
i miss walking around with u cz that is the time when if feel so safe...
i miss talking to u cz ur r the best listener that i have ever had..

above all...
i just miss u so much...
so much untill even me cant handle it...
i really cant wait to see u.. really mish u now..

all

2008-11-10T00:52:00.005+08:00

tdy i've been browsing the internet to get the info about SIPADAN ISLAND and SINGAPORE...
but...
haih... so many things to do la..
nt la mase cuti br settle kn all those things...
now i really have to focus on my study and my final exams...
but still.. i do have time for my blog...hahaha...

hey kamu...
sorry bout last nite... i really didnt mean to hurt u so..
i didnt mean to said all those things.. i tot i will be a joke to both of us...
but... i did make a mistake.. haih..
sorry dear......

i still have 4 MORE PAPERS to go...
dem la...
im so f**king tired to study...
but i have to study too.....
hey friends... please give me some strength to study la...

i really miss ipoh...
i miss my mum..
i miss my sis...
i miss my bro...
i miss you...
i miss hanging out in my mum's room with my siblings...
i miss JUSCO ipoh...
i miss cika n dyana..
i miss my kelisa...
miss all thing la....

anyway...everyone is invited to my CONVOCATION....
present in not a must... but it will be accepted... hahaha..
i just want all of my friends to be there for me..
really need u guys to be there..

Hindustan

2008-11-07T19:09:00.002+08:00

erm.... where to start... there are 4 more papers to go.. and all of them is the most killer paper that i will have to seat for this sem.. i really have to study really hard from now on... haih... enough about my final... BORING...!!!!

i will be here in Segamat for about another 10 more f**king days... dem la... i really wanna be either in KL or in IPOH.. haih... really mish IPOH a lot... i've been msging with my bestfren SHAZILL... he has been asking me to help him with his final project... haih... Cika... ko igt kwn ko nie blh ke belakon... we will see either i have the talent to be an actress or not.. if i dun have the talent.. it will be the biggest mistake that Cika has ever made.. hahaha... rosak la project ko.. hekhek....

hahaha.. since the last two days... i have been making egg sandwiches for my roommates... hahaha... and now.. we r out of eggs supplies.. n if someone in Segamat wanna go to the Segamat City.. please help us to buy some eggs k.. hahaha.. cz we will get really hungry at 10pm onwards.. hahaha.. n seriously... after this if anyone in this room fart... haih... the smell will be really nice.. hahaha... bau telur kot 1 bilik nie... dah la 5 orang.. mmg terbaik la.. hahaha...

haaa.... zurry have join me in the club of 'JATUH TOILET'... hahaha... die jatuh td masa berebut2 nk g toilet dgn ateen.. haih... but thats what happen here in Segamat when all of us get really really 'SENGAL'.... n we r searching for KUCH KUCH HOTA HAI cd cz we really miss to see that film... tp sgt la susah kn nk cari.. tue la... bile kita cari that thing.. mmg la susah nk jumpe kan.. tp bile tk cari.. bende tue ade je kn kt dpn mata.. hahaha..

enough enough... nk pegi mandi... da~~

i have a paper tmrw...!!!

2008-11-03T03:38:00.002+08:00

ill be sitting my QMT 429 paper by tmrw.. dem la... haih... hope that i can do the best for this paper.. cz im hoping n my only hope is for this paper.. haih.. i have been stdying like hell today.. i dunno why but i have this spirit to stdy.. i hope that this spirit wll last till 17th novembe cz that is the date of my last final paper for this semester.. haih... dah nk abeh part 4 da.. i tot i br je sampai segamat nie kot... tibe2 je dah nk abeh sem da...
ill be graduating on 30th nov... n people... plz remember that k.. i need present plz... haahaha.. kinding.. i just need my friend, family and u to be there.. really need them to celebrate it with me.. i hve listed the people that have n 'WAJIB' datang to my convo.. hahaha... present is the 2nd thing... i just need u guys to be there.. and that is more than enough for me... just need korang utk kecoh2kn keadaan jew.. hahaha.. jahat gile kot.... n im hoping that my school friends will wait for me to come back to ipoh to celebrate my convocation..hahaha.. not only my school friend but also my uitm n subang friend also.. haih... sume org kene sambut my convo since im the adik in the group.. hahaha.. enough enough... i have to get some sleep since i have to do some stdy lg...haih...

Damage - Forever

2008-11-03T03:31:00.001+08:00

I'll be loving you forever
Deep inside my heart you'll leave me never
Even if you took my heart and tore it apart
I would love you still forever

You are the sun, you are my light
And you're the last thing on my mind
Before I go to sleep at night
You're always 'round when I'm in need
When trouble's on my mind
You put my soul at ease

There is no one in this world
Who can love me like you do
So many reasons that I
Want to spend forever with you

We've had our fun, and we've made mistakes
But who'd have guessed along that road
We'd learn to give and take
It's so much more than I could have dreamed
You make loving you
So easy for me

There is no one in this world
Who can love me like you do
That is the reason that I
Want to share forever with you

Coz this is a world
Where lovers often go astray
But if we love each other
We won't go, won't go that way
So put your doubts aside
Do what it takes to make it right
Coz I'll love you forever
No one can tear us apart

I'll be loving you forever
Deep inside my heart you'll leave me never
Even if you took my heart and tore it apart
I would love you still forever

I just want you to know that I can't eat, I can't sleep
I can't breathe, whenever i'm without you
When we walk, I stand tall
When we talk, I only talk about you girl

feelings

2008-11-01T20:38:00.003+08:00

i feel

weird

awkward

strange

numb

useless

lonely

disappointed

miss

- dem... i miss u so much... i dun hv the mood to study now.. really need u so much... really really need u... hate this...

untitled post

2008-10-31T02:20:00.004+08:00

my eye is getting better n better... skunk da xmerah da pn.. alhamdullilah.... hopefully it will stay like that la... hahaha... td br lepas 1 of my paper... dah lepas gak la 1 azab even tough it is jus my CTU paper... at least i feel a bit relieve.. haih... i have my BEL paper on saturday n QMT paper on tuesday... haih... more paper r coming up after this.. i really have to focus n focus n focus... no more play-play la elly.... haih... just after my paper td.. we all pegi check all the carry marks n i feel so dem sucks la kan... all the carrymarks sgt la x memberangsangkn.. haih.. how to get 3pointer pn xtau la... i really have to work extra n mean really EXTRA la... u can do it elly... what i really need now is the support from my family n friends... haih... now i wish i was in Ipoh.. blh la blk2 umah kn... haih... byk sgt mengeluhnye pn...

-nothing else to write. but i do really mish u much... really.....

Afgan - Terima Kasih Cinta

2008-10-28T23:50:00.002+08:00

Tersadar didalam sepiku

Setelah jauh melangkah

Cahaya kasihmu menuntunku

Kembali dalam dekap tanganmu

Terima kasih cinta untuk segalanya

Kau berikan lagi kesempatan itu

Tak akan terulang lagi

Semuaa kesalahanku yang pernah menyakitimu

Tanpamu tiada berarti

Tak mampu lagi berdiri

Cahaya kasihmu menuntunku

Kembali dalam dekapan tanganmu

- i've heard this song for some time now... i've been singing this song like evrydy... n i feel like this song i really dedicated for you from me... i really mean it.. thank you for giving me this chance... thank you so much...

the worst thing that can happen....

2008-10-28T18:59:00.002+08:00

thing jus cant get any worst aite.. sy sakit mata...!!!! nk final kot... shit la.... hope i will get better soon... td dah g clinic... n dah dpt ubat... hope will get bttr before my first paper..

the first final in Segamat...

2008-10-28T09:11:00.003+08:00

it is my first time sitting for my final exam here in segamat... n things just cant get any worst than having this 'period' n the eye thing... when i woke up this morning in found out that my eye dah bengkak n sgt la merah... s**t....!!! i nk final kot... i sgt la memerlukan mata ini utk blajar dgn lebih senang n tenang.. n now i really not in a good mood utk stdy.. smlm da sgt la besemangat suh org kejutkn utk i stdy pg nie... ish... wat a day... but i have to be strong aite.. haih...

owh... for the past few day i have been the happiest person on planet earth... even tough for a moment... i feel a bit belonging... tq cz u have made me the most happiest person now... haih...

now i gave to stdy for my final... hey people... plz dont interrupt me k... i need my space n time now.... da~~

kenduri wing 3c SMK

2008-10-20T22:36:00.002+08:00

- we had some mkn2 at our wing...kinda like party wing la..here some pic of that event...evryone is jus wearing bj tdo cz kitog jus buat dkt bilek wing capt je..hekhek...

all about Segamat

2008-10-14T17:59:00.003+08:00

its been a while since i've been blogging bout things that really happen in my life now... here in segamat... this weekend i maybe will in KL cz my dad will be having my lil bro's birthday party.. but im still thinking of it.. even tough i hve bought the ticket for me to go bck.. before going bck to my home in KL... i still have some tings to settle first...
have u think about giving up life..?? i hve... bu not to the stage of killing myself.. but i have been thinking bout quiting everything now... but i cant... cz this is what i drean of.. n this is what i wanted... n im the want who want to wait for u aite..?? so this is all my own fault if anything does happen in the future.. i cant blame anyone if that shit really happen... i have to accept it no matter what it is... i have a dream of continuing my study on Dublin business school... i really want to my ACCA there.. but i cant afford it... maybe my mum n dad can afford it.. but i will have to think twice...cz i still have 1 lil bro n 1 lil sis... even tough we r from different mom.. but they are still my adik aite..?? im thinking of applying a scholarship.. but its not that easy aite...
i have so many test between this three weeks.. that is until next week.. i really still cant believe that degree will be this hard.. they have said to me that degree will be so much different from my diploma.. but i never thought that it will be this hard.. but as i say.. i have to face it.. this is what i have choose in my life.. i really need support from everyone now... especially u.. i really need u now...
-i really mish my Perak's friends.... *laila,nani,shaker,apip,touk,sleazy,naz,cot,erfan,lan.....everyone la....

McD

2008-10-13T00:58:00.003+08:00

gurls day out...me zurry azy nisa ateen aisy....mkn2 at mcd n shopping at billion segamat...hahaha....

untitled post

2008-10-08T01:54:00.002+08:00

i have called my papa n sis...n we decided i mean me n my sis decided that we'll meet in KL by next week..and eventually...next week we will be celebrating my lil bro birthday...haih bdk kecik yg still cant speak malay...susah betul...whenever we want to talk to him..we'll have to talk in english.. i know that it is good for him.. but takde la sampai tak blh ckp melayu terus kan... i know that he understands what we said to him..but dia saje je buat2 tk paham...haha...
here...i wanna say congrats to my bro cz u have found a job...!! yea~~~... know u can send me more money la abg... hahaha... he has been hunting for job for quite a while... kesian la die.. hahaha...
erm...raya for me has come to an end even tough it on been a week... im full n jam with assigment, test and work to be done...haih.... penat la...xpe... the sacrifices... i have to work so dem hard now cz the final is only in 3weeks time...can u believe that... its almost final la.... rasa mcm br je smpai Segamat nie... tau2 dah nk final dah pn....haih... byk btl la kau nie mengeluh kn....
if only u were here...n naem...u better dapatkn masscom dkt melaka...n u will be sgt la dekat dgnku...haha...so that i will have a friend that i can depend on..hahaha...
btw people...my duit raya is still not enough for me to buy the new phone la...plz bank in k...really need it..hahaha...
erm..the draft exam table dah keluar...here goes mine...!!!

30/10/2008 - CTU 553
1/11/2008 - BEL 462
4/11/2008 - QMT 429
11/11/2008 - PSA 420
13/11/2008 - BAB 401
15/11/2008 - FAR 400 <- paper yang akan membunuhku...!!!
17/11/2008 - MAF 410

there will be four days of study days before the final starts...gladly sy mmg tkde class on friday n my paper will only starts on the 2nd day of final weeks...haih...FINAL....!!!!!!!!

-missing-

elly yg sengal..!!!

2008-10-07T17:25:00.003+08:00

C902

W980

-apabila tgn ini tlh tergatal browsing bende2 yg xpatut...inilah yg tlh berlaku... sy tlh jatuh hati pada dua phone yg sgt la chumel ini...haih...abg ade ckp nk 1 of my phone..so...ade chance la beli phone br kn..but...if nk beli phone br...erm...kenela cancel my bday party for next year...hahaha...pk elly... pk pk....