i have been tag for the 1st time...

1. What is your name?
Suhaili Binti Ahmad Hadiatullah Maknun

2. How old are you?
20 years old

3. What are the 3 electronics you can't live without?
my PC - handphone - my camera(but dah hilang)

4. Are you amazing?
i dont think so...

5. What is the brand of the phone you are using?
Sony Ericsson

6. What color is your phone?
black and red

7. Have you slept in school before?
of course yes....

8. How long are you online in a day?
till there is nothing to do..

9. How would you describe yourself?
Emotional, talkative , not a girl another girl wanna be friends with...

10. What's your favourite topic to talk about?
everything la kot.... hahaha...

11. Which teacher do you like?
if now... maybe Pn Azizah... my quantitative lec....

12. Who do you think is the most handsomest in your class?
no one....hahaha....sorry guys...

13. Who are you currently aiming on?
erm.....you...???? hikhik....

14. Do you know a lot of your siblings' secret?
YES...!!!!

15. How do you rate your siblings?
they can't be rated la... they are the best....

16. Are your siblings gorgeous?
hahahah... we look alike...so mesti la....

17. Do you judge people?
YES...!!

18. Do you run?
for now... dkt gym je la...

19. Are you lazy to tag people?
no... but no one tag me... :(

20. Who was the last person you spoke on the phone?
the guy from the optical store...

21. What is 2 + 2?
4

22. Who is your idol?
my dearest mummy.....

23. Are you a monster?
hahaha.... i dunno... ask my friends...

24. Do you play with Barbie dolls?
yes...but mase kecik la..

25. What was the last movie you watched?
to be honest.... i dun remember...hahahaha....Segamat xde movie kot....

26. What do you think of your English?
blh thn je...

27. What do you think about your Bahasa Malaysia?
mesti la terbaek...!! hahaha

28. Who do you hate?
some girls.....

29. Do you love yourself?
every single moment.. 

30. Blurt out 5 random words
???

my daily activity....

since i got back from Segamat.. my daily routine is just the same things everyday... hahaha... BORED....!!!!!!!!!

i will wake up around 8 to text 'MORNING SUNSHINE' to my dearest abiiboo .... then i will go to back to my dream till around 930 o 1000.... take my shower... turun bawah minum... konon mcm sarapan la.. hahaha... watching TV... online... TV blk... online blk... hahaha... ptg at around 715... pegi gym... and yes my dear blog reader... i pegi gym.... at least i have something to do..!!!! i will run around 20 mins.. cycle for 20 mis... or maybe go for the cycling training that will make me sweat like hell... cycling training tue is when the instructor will ask us to cycle sambil aerobic for an hour k...!!! can u guys just imagine that... but when u have done it ... okla... hahaha... but still uu will sweat like hell la... and guys.. tomorrow they will start a new class... KICK BOXING class... im so den excited... haha.. my mum too... she always wanted to be like Haliza Misbun n Umie Aida... hahaha.. mama sy terpengaruh dgn gaya hidup artis...hikhik... but actually i am excited too... but tak nak la tnjuk sgt kan.. hekhek...

i will be in KL by Wednesday... hope that i can meet all of my Perak's friends.. really miss them a lot... but i di miss him a lot too.... hikhik... really looking forward to see u la abiiboo.... hekhek...

miss you like crazy....

I used to call you my girl
I used to call you my friend
I used to call you the love
The love that I never had

When I think of you
I don’t know what to do
When will I see you again

I miss you like crazy
Even more than words can say
I miss you like crazy
Every minute of every day
Girl I’m so down
When your love’s not around
I miss you, miss you, miss you
I miss you like crazy

You are all that I want
You’re all that I need
Can’t you see how I feel
Can’t you see that my pain’s so real

home

hey guys...at last im home already.. feels great to be at home.. haih... jus a bit tired dats all... about the journey from Segamat to Ipoh yesterday... my mum pick me up at UiTM around 12 o'clock.. we went for lunch first... after that we went to my house... which was my rumah sewa to put some of my stuff there..and that was the 1st time my mum take a look at my house.. and she was.. ok laa... hahaha.. im expecting that already... and we went back to Ledang cz my mum said that there was an ATV ride there.. i was so xcited and i took a ride.. the price was ok la RM15 for 6laps... and i also ask my sis to took several of my pic.. hahaha.. nk tayang la kt sume org kn... but she was too busy taking adik's pic so.... ade 2 je gamba saya.. haha.. ok la tue.. atleast ade gak la kan.. hahaha... here is the ATV ride pic...
hahaha.. gamba yg sgt la chomot... haih...

today i went out with my mum sis n adik.. adik is my cousin a.k.a anak kesygn mama... hahaha... we went out to pay bills, lunch, send my cousin's phone and lastly we went to Greentown Mall..r. my mum want us to take a look first at this table that wanted to buy but dunno when la.. it was a table with a aquarium.. haih... it was RM1988 kot.. my mum can buy my new wardrobe kot... when i ask her for a new wardrobe.. she said 'beli sendiri la...' haih.. marah la pulakkn.. haha... xpe2... wardrobe yg ade nie pn masih cukup utk menampung bajuku yg bnyk itu.. and... surprisingly... the same shop also is a pet shop... actually bkn kedai perabot pn.. mmg pet shop pn.. kira meja yg dijual tue mcm die jual aquarium la.. haha.. and i saw this 1 rack full of 'ikan laga' .. haih.. they were so cute... and my mum ask me whether i want them n i say YES!.. haha.. laju je ckp ye.. but actually i always wanted to buy a new birds... i miss my birds.. i will try to buy them before going back to Segamat for the new semester...and here is there pic of my newest pet.. but i still havent got a name for it yet.. but i will.. haha..
p/s: for you... im really SORRY cz of what had happen this 2 days.. i promiz that i will never ever ignore u like that... promiz...

miss

i have my Arabic language test tmrw... n im so not ready to take the test.. this is because i know the chances that im going to fail that paper is so high... haih.. can u guys just imagine.. my carry mark for that paper is just 15 out of 40 marks... n i know my ability that i cant do well in the final exams... n now... i just have to pray to Allah to help me to just pass this paper... dun it sound stupid if i have to repeat my language subject.. haih... plz ustazah.. u have to pass me.. if not.. it will be the biggest humiliation in my life... really afraid to sit for my paper tmrw.. by mean today la kan... cz its ody 13th nov...

i wrote sumthing for u... i have text it to u but just gatal2 wanna published it here..
but it is a bit different from what i have text to you earlier..

i miss ur smile..
i miss ur hugs..
i miss ur kisses...
i miss ur eyes..

i miss ur hand that always holds mine..
i miss ur tears that makes me cry...
i miss ur laugther that brighten my days..
i miss sitting by ur side cz that is the best thing that had happen..
i miss walking around with u cz that is the time when if feel so safe...
i miss talking to u cz ur r the best listener that i have ever had..

above all...
i just miss u so much...
so much untill even me cant handle it...
i really cant wait to see u.. really mish u now..

all

tdy i've been browsing the internet to get the info about SIPADAN ISLAND and SINGAPORE...
but...
haih... so many things to do la..
nt la mase cuti br settle kn all those things...
now i really have to focus on my study and my final exams...
but still.. i do have time for my blog...hahaha...

hey kamu...
sorry bout last nite... i really didnt mean to hurt u so..
i didnt mean to said all those things.. i tot i will be a joke to both of us...
but... i did make a mistake.. haih..
sorry dear......

i still have 4 MORE PAPERS to go...
dem la...
im so f**king tired to study...
but i have to study too.....
hey friends... please give me some strength to study la...

i really miss ipoh...
i miss my mum..
i miss my sis...
i miss my bro...
i miss you...
i miss hanging out in my mum's room with my siblings...
i miss JUSCO ipoh...
i miss cika n dyana..
i miss my kelisa...
miss all thing la....

anyway...everyone is invited to my CONVOCATION....
present in not a must... but it will be accepted... hahaha..
i just want all of my friends to be there for me..
really need u guys to be there..

Hindustan

erm.... where to start... there are 4 more papers to go.. and all of them is the most killer paper that i will have to seat for this sem.. i really have to study really hard from now on... haih...  enough about my final... BORING...!!!!

i will be here in Segamat for about another 10 more f**king days... dem la... i really wanna be either in KL or in IPOH.. haih... really mish IPOH a lot... i've been msging with my bestfren SHAZILL... he has been asking me to help him with his final project... haih... Cika... ko igt kwn ko nie blh ke belakon... we will see either i have the talent to be an actress or not.. if i dun have the talent.. it will be the biggest mistake that Cika has ever made.. hahaha... rosak la project ko.. hekhek....

hahaha.. since the last two days... i have been making egg sandwiches for my roommates... hahaha... and now.. we r out of eggs supplies.. n if someone in Segamat wanna go to the Segamat City.. please help us to buy some eggs k.. hahaha.. cz we will get really hungry at 10pm onwards.. hahaha.. n seriously... after this if anyone in this room fart... haih... the smell will be really nice.. hahaha... bau telur kot 1 bilik nie... dah la 5 orang.. mmg terbaik la.. hahaha...

haaa.... zurry have join me in the club of 'JATUH TOILET'... hahaha... die jatuh td masa berebut2 nk g toilet dgn ateen.. haih... but thats what happen here in Segamat when all of us get really really 'SENGAL'.... n we r searching for KUCH KUCH HOTA HAI  cd cz we  really miss to see that film... tp sgt la susah kn nk cari.. tue la... bile kita cari that thing.. mmg la susah nk jumpe kan.. tp bile tk cari.. bende tue ade je kn kt dpn mata.. hahaha..

enough enough... nk pegi mandi... da~~

i have a paper tmrw...!!!

ill be sitting my QMT 429 paper by tmrw.. dem la... haih... hope that i can do the best for this paper.. cz im hoping n my only hope is for this paper.. haih.. i have been stdying like hell today.. i dunno why but i have this spirit to stdy.. i hope that this spirit wll last till 17th novembe cz that is the date of my last final paper for this semester.. haih... dah nk abeh part 4 da.. i tot i br je sampai segamat nie kot... tibe2 je dah nk abeh sem da...
ill be graduating on 30th nov... n people... plz remember that k.. i need present plz... haahaha.. kinding.. i just need my friend, family and u to be there.. really need them to celebrate it with me.. i hve listed the people that have n 'WAJIB' datang to my convo.. hahaha... present is the 2nd thing... i just need u guys to be there.. and that is more than enough for me... just need korang utk kecoh2kn keadaan jew.. hahaha.. jahat gile kot.... n im hoping that my school friends will wait for me to come back to ipoh to celebrate my convocation..hahaha.. not only my school friend but also my uitm n subang friend also.. haih... sume org kene sambut my convo since im the adik in the group.. hahaha.. enough enough... i have to get some sleep since i have to do some stdy lg...haih...

Damage - Forever

I'll be loving you forever
Deep inside my heart you'll leave me never
Even if you took my heart and tore it apart
I would love you still forever

You are the sun, you are my light
And you're the last thing on my mind
Before I go to sleep at night
You're always 'round when I'm in need
When trouble's on my mind
You put my soul at ease

There is no one in this world
Who can love me like you do
So many reasons that I
Want to spend forever with you

We've had our fun, and we've made mistakes
But who'd have guessed along that road
We'd learn to give and take
It's so much more than I could have dreamed
You make loving you
So easy for me

There is no one in this world
Who can love me like you do
That is the reason that I
Want to share forever with you

Coz this is a world
Where lovers often go astray
But if we love each other
We won't go, won't go that way
So put your doubts aside
Do what it takes to make it right
Coz I'll love you forever
No one can tear us apart

I'll be loving you forever
Deep inside my heart you'll leave me never
Even if you took my heart and tore it apart
I would love you still forever

I just want you to know that I can't eat, I can't sleep
I can't breathe, whenever i'm without you
When we walk, I stand tall
When we talk, I only talk about you girl

feelings

i feel

weird

awkward

strange

numb

useless

lonely

disappointed

miss


- dem... i miss u so much... i dun hv the mood to study now.. really need u so much... really really need u... hate this...